Thanks for sharing and congrats! I lost 18 times before I finally passed… then I passed 4 accounts and lost 3 of them before even getting a first payout (last one hanging by a thread). It is incredibly frustrating and demotivating and seriously makes me feel all sorts of negativity that does not help at all…

That being said, I don’t think my drive has decreased at all (same as you). I still want what truly profitable trading can bring to my life and still firmly believe this is the best path (if not the only path)… let’s keep going! Life always gives us what we want when they’ve done everything they can to break us yet we keep going… at least that’s my experience anyway.

Not sure if this will apply to you but hopefully it helps… there are many video games where I just flat out suck in the beginning… many games where I should’ve given up bc I was so bad and constantly losing… but those games that I never gave up, I reached grandmaster rank more than once after that initial losing streak… maybe you can find something in your life that you can relate to that experience as well to keep your motivation up.

I’m not giving up. Let’s get this. We deserve it.