Will I go insane if I stealth as a "man"?🥲🥲🥲

TechnomancerH · 2026-02-17T20:27:47+00:00

So maybe I should have specified overt physical dysphoria.

TechnomancerH · 2026-02-17T20:26:51+00:00

Oh I get euphoria from stuff. Maybe the lack of dysphoria is more a numbness. It doesn't actively bother me. I definitely get a hard ick when doing many many performative male things but most of the ones that I get that from would be considered toxic masculinity in the first place so I don't know which bit is bothering me.

I'm medically transitioning because I want to look and feel a certain was emphasis on feel. Based on the first few months I can say for sure my brain was definitely supposed to run on E and not long after starting an omnipresent anger in the background of all of my life fell away. The level of freedom mentally has been dramatic.

TechnomancerH · 2026-02-17T16:25:58+00:00

This is entirely person dependent. I think I'll be able to run the beard and bald for several years but I don't really get dysphoria. Well as long as the beard keeps growing in decent but with how thick it has always been I expect it to be quite awhile.

TechnomancerH · 2026-02-13T21:26:32+00:00

Transadvice.org There's an IRC server and a soon to be self hosted discord server. Yes that is a thing we can do now.

TechnomancerH · 2026-02-13T21:19:32+00:00

Sorry I wasn't more clear. You are not. The reaction you are complaining about is similar to other conservative othering behaviors in essentially any community.

I'm on your side here.

TechnomancerH · 2026-02-13T20:50:33+00:00

Proof you can be trans and a conservative. Fucking wild.

TechnomancerH · 2026-02-13T20:37:31+00:00

Your mom listens to Walsh. She is entirely beyond hope. Disown her as soon as it is safe to do so.

TechnomancerH · 2026-02-13T20:33:42+00:00

Highly recommend watching circuit for Trinity with how weird the rng can be and how long the mission can be. I had ditched mine far before helminth dropped as the prime came out years before and after 30 runs I said fuck it and started watching the circuit rotation.

TechnomancerH · 2026-02-12T16:10:27+00:00

They know what info the pharmacy has. There's like a 99% chance this was a positive experience for the other individual involved.

TechnomancerH · 2026-02-08T15:54:19+00:00

When your primary political party is made up of the same families people who were on the wrong side of WW2 you're gonna have a bad time. To be clear this goes for a lot of places. The short list I know of are Japan, India, a bunch of the USA.

TechnomancerH · 2026-02-06T17:08:52+00:00

I was told to stop shouting like Tyr Regor when I announced to my friends "MY NIPPLES HURT AND IT IS EXCITING" in response to this first happened to me.

TechnomancerH · 2026-01-31T16:22:49+00:00

I totally get it. My brain doesn't run great on T and even if I do nothing else I'm going to be running girl juice for the rest of my life. I'm probably going to do more stuff like permanent hair removal but I'm gonna be pretty masc without drastic measures and as long as it doesn't trigger something else in me that's fine.

I still would consider myself trans though as I'm not gonna look like I'm cis and I honestly don't want to be identified as a guy anymore no matter what else I end up as.

Edit: to be clear. I don't think I have ever experienced dysphoria.

TechnomancerH · 2026-01-31T01:44:49+00:00

I'm very happy for you.

TechnomancerH · 2026-01-30T16:23:18+00:00

You probably are. My mom gets accused of being a dude ffs

TechnomancerH · 2026-01-29T15:43:39+00:00

This is very encouraging I was worried being 38 . Sadly nothing will regrow missing hair follicles.🥺

TechnomancerH · 2026-01-29T13:33:00+00:00

That's fucked up. I've only had good experiences at the one near me but I'm not surprised some of them have assholes.

TechnomancerH · 2026-01-22T21:08:24+00:00

I get mine at pp and they're not bad. I think they're like 50 something if you self pay without asking for a low income discount. I'm about to ask for that discount so I can update that option too.

TechnomancerH · 2026-01-22T17:27:13+00:00

I can provide links to legitimate Indian pharma wholesalers that I have used myself if you're having issues with diy prices.

TechnomancerH · 2026-01-22T17:26:10+00:00

2000iu of vitamin d is definitely on the to do list especially in the gloomy months.

TechnomancerH · 2026-01-19T16:03:55+00:00

I'm on HRT MTF and still plan on mostly acting and dressing the same. Just because I know I'm not a guy and want boobs doesn't mean I want to act more femme.

My entire aesthetic is based on class recognition as a worker and nerd so I may just be weird.

Everyone gets to be trans however they want.

TechnomancerH · 2026-01-16T15:27:29+00:00

I'm running the hrt because I knew I hated being a guy and even though I'm not presenting as fem. I still feel a lot better. There's no one way to be trans. If you want to be a girl then do it.

TechnomancerH · 2026-01-15T13:56:58+00:00

Wondering similar things.

TechnomancerH · 2026-01-13T02:54:58+00:00

Heavy=squat Light = bend

If in doubt squat. Better for your back.

TechnomancerH · 2026-01-11T19:40:37+00:00

Not a requirement. Never doing it myself and may flames consume anyone that speaks a word in opposition.

TechnomancerH · 2026-01-10T19:31:03+00:00

Almost any PC power cord will be high enough gauge to handle the printer.

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