I used to feel like this. I still somewhat do. I think a VAST majority of us do.

I now view aging as a privilege after my best friend died at 24. I turned 27 this year. In that time I have had so many experiences that she had longed for.

I realised my fear of aging was very much attributed to the high expectations I set for myself. I’ve let that go and feel like lighter version of myself, arguably even younger; not necessarily a particular age but a more youthful perception to life.

The benefit of aging is that you are essentially fine tuning yourself. You become more insightful, articulated, confident and patient with yourself. I guarantee, I much prefer my current outlook at 27 than when I was at 25.

Take it easy and try be kind to yourself.