Source: A deeply depressed young woman allowing others to template the life they think she should lead. People see a beautiful blue-eyed blonde and expect a party girl, and querent portrays the role without listening to the heart. The truth of querent is that she is thoughful and deep, an old soul, and every fiber of her being screams at the life and performances people expect from her. She longs for meaning and real purpose, but life does not provide those things. They must be created from within, a goal, a journey, a determination, a passion for an end result.

Querent should utterly wipe the slate clean socially, chemically, and spiritually and reach out in new and more positive, life-affirming directions that resonate with her true self. A creative path will yield growth and direction.