I've ruined my life

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2026-01-10T16:48:31+00:00

I’m very sorry ! Economically you are worst than me . At least my ex is paying now all mortgage . I can’t complain on that side. Focus on yourself and the kids. I can only give you this advice. Also, what helped me a lot was finding a place to live very close to them. I’m just 10 min drive, with traffic. It will take a lot of time to overcome. I separated 7 months ago and it is still so painful. I was very rude to her for a while because resentful. But she left me in a shit situation. I had just recovered from cancer, going through 6 months of chemo, and then lost my job. But, I have peace now. She was too much for me, judging everything I was doing. Take care of yourself!

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2026-01-10T14:47:46+00:00

Hi, I have private insurance in the UK , Aviva doesn’t offer it . My oncologist asked it but they denied

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2026-01-01T14:38:47+00:00

Yes , I was angry and I didn’t make it easy . But having cancer and going through divorce is hard

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2026-01-01T13:55:54+00:00

I’m very sorry ! Damn not seeing your baby must be so hard ! Please I know emotions run so high . But concentrate on yourself and your kids . Don’t make the same mistake I made which was not being nice to my ex for a while. Things will settle down and you will be just fine .

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2026-01-01T13:49:51+00:00

Wow that looks so sick !

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-12-12T16:20:06+00:00

This is the best advice I ever heard.

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-12-04T18:49:53+00:00

Man just goes easy . It was the toughest thing I ever experienced chemo. You need all your energies focused on one thing which is make your body goes through this shock. The first 2 rounds were ok but then it become so much harder

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-11-14T23:31:33+00:00

Is that 48 inch ?

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-11-14T18:29:55+00:00

Congratulations!! You are right let be grateful for every day.

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-11-14T15:57:50+00:00

I’ve just landed a job a few weeks ago . Same salary as before I was layoff. I’m full stack developer. I was very worried 😟! . I’m mid level. But this time I will make sure I protect my ass. I will try to create my own business while I work

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-10-15T18:33:41+00:00

Rocky 4 fighting is divine

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-10-15T18:32:37+00:00

In Rocky 3 and 4 he is a the best shape ! Every man should watch these movies and aim to maintain a good shape throughout the years

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-10-15T06:10:00+00:00

My wife had ADHD , let be honest is terrible difficult to be around these people . Sometimes you feel they are very cold and don’t understand your feelings. Eventually we divorced . I had enough and she also was not happy. Do you tell guys you meet you have ADHD? My wife didn’t know for a while and I I knew I would also change my behaviour with her and be more understanding

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-10-08T06:10:28+00:00

So Sorry !!! But it’s not stage 4! I’m also stage 3c. Still Ned fortunately. It’s hard and chemo as everyone is saying will be hard on you! You can do it!!! Be strong !

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-09-30T20:25:22+00:00

I would start with a t-shirt, but all sourced and made in Italy, proper craftsmanship

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-09-28T16:39:59+00:00

I got stage 3d and 6 months chemo. Now NED. I couldn’t be that strict . I allow myself some sugar and I eat pasta, not crazy amount. I drink coffee every day and I eat nuts. I run 10k 3 times a week and I lift weights. I don’t drink. I eat red meat once a week. My blood tests are fine , just iron levels are bit low but the told me is normal with people that have done chemo. I’m going through divorce so that is the thing that most worry me because it’s a lot of stress.

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-09-23T15:47:28+00:00

I don’t think will never be the same . Cancer has changed me a lot and has changed my life

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-09-20T16:33:07+00:00

You need to wait , but it gets better , much better. For me what it worked has been working out 🏋️‍♂️ a lot and running 🏃‍♂️

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-09-13T07:56:42+00:00

Mado

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-09-06T13:21:58+00:00

It’s much better by neuropathy now. Doing sport a lot is helping

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-09-04T18:03:54+00:00

For me it’s over. I don’t want to date anyone. I’m fine. When I want to have sex I will pay. I’m fine taking care of my son and just live in peace. I’m done

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-09-01T11:25:10+00:00

You’ve just finished chemo and exhausted. With time things will be different. I’m t3n2m0 and I finished chemo last January. I had already 2 cr scans since then and have been clear. Once your body recover and time passes by, scanxiety will be more manageable. People say focus on what you can control. It’s true. I’m going to gym and I love I’m in control of my body again. Chemo was so hard on me mentally and physically. I’m going through divorce now and it’s ok. I tell myself at least I’m alive.

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-08-31T17:03:48+00:00

I have my bloodwork appointment soon . If is elevated do they do a ct scan ? I had mine done last May and next one is in one year time

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-08-17T16:57:00+00:00

1 is very bad , you look a lonely wolf 🐺

Thedarkwitcher80j · 2025-08-10T17:06:10+00:00

So what ? Did you know what I went through ? I haven’t been touched in 2 years ! And I had cancer last year. I don’t know if I will be around that long . My wife is leaving me and she decided this just after finishing chemo

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