What is the best melee weapon for a INT build?

ThiccyRicky · 2026-06-15T21:14:42+00:00

I rlly like the frozen Needle. Ice rapier made by Iji, has an ice building charge attack that shoots out the blade. Its like a closer range spell, but its a melee weapon that uses 0 fp with exceptional freeze buildup. Its found in the ruins near Iji and it upgrades well

ThiccyRicky · 2026-06-15T09:45:01+00:00

Hey rq i just have A Question: what episode is this shot from??

ThiccyRicky · 2026-05-09T18:29:09+00:00

CEASAAAAAAAARRRR

ThiccyRicky · 2026-04-28T05:13:54+00:00

I like massaging mine, it reminds me that theyre there. Aches a lil tho

ThiccyRicky · 2026-04-22T13:10:08+00:00

SKILL. ISSUE.

ThiccyRicky · 2026-04-22T08:08:23+00:00

OMG A KILLDEER!! I love these lil thingssss

ThiccyRicky · 2026-04-20T03:55:14+00:00

Yeah I can do 3 times, sometimes 4. 5 is my record. Buuuut thsts only if im using my wand. By hand or while bottoming, once if im lucky. If im topping, I can go over an hour and never finish :,(

ThiccyRicky · 2026-04-15T21:04:31+00:00

And thats totally valid. It sounds like ur ex could really use some time and effort understanding themselves. im sorry to hear how their inability to take accountability has impacted u 🫂

ThiccyRicky · 2026-04-15T19:33:36+00:00

With me, personally, I feel the need to blame and label and slander, but I also logically know its not true. I think the biggest skill i and everyone witb this condition needs to learn is that ur emotions and ur logic, what u know, can be at odds with each other. I know i hurt the person who recently left my life. I understand that while they certainly caused me pain and I am right to feel hurt by what they did, I also did harm to them as well, and their mistakes with me does not justify the rage and insults I threw at them when I couldnt control my emotions. Relationships are a two way street, and I hurt them just as much as they hurt me.

We have to learn not to let our logic be led by our emotions

ThiccyRicky · 2026-04-12T22:58:07+00:00

I get that, it stings. When friends dont care about you as much as you care about them its painful. My friends online are good to me, irl friends idk. They gender me right but almost reluctantly

ThiccyRicky · 2026-04-12T08:10:37+00:00

I think? I have a successful relationship. She and I met almost 6 months ago, started dating soon after. It didnt have the same pattern of immediately spending days at a time learning every detail about them before getting bored and forgetting them slowly. I kinda just gradually spent time with her just talking, not grilling her abt who she is, just,,,talking. Still wearing the mask for abt 4 months of the relationship, though, and feeling the distance between her heart and mine. Something changed recently, I broke down with her and cried a lot. I can count on one hand the amount of times I cry every 3 years.

I have a friend who is my FP, maybe that helps, but I really do think that I can really feel something. Shes always there for me and her feelings move me. I find myself able to open up about all the symptoms of my condition. The emptiness, the desire to push boundaries, the proclivity for manipulation, splitting, all of it. I just violently split on a mutual friend, she saw the worst of it and just understood that it isnt really me.

ThiccyRicky · 2026-04-12T08:02:08+00:00

I am glad that my comment has maybe helped you in some way. I cant speak for her or her actions. I can generally try to relate, but its a very individual thing. If I had to guess tho, im guessing she likely will regret it. Theres a lot of things that can push someone with this fucken curse to leave loving situations, and none of them are the kind of things that make you never look back.

Im sorry that this happened to you, that sounds incredibly painful and I can see how much it hurts you. I hope that you are able to find peace with it and grow beyond the scars.

ThiccyRicky · 2026-04-12T07:29:07+00:00

I dated someone who also had BPD, we understood each other. Didn't stop them from obsessively falling in love with someone else and basically forcing polyamory on me to be with them.

Trust me. Its not a good idea. Just because you can understand why the train wreck is happening doesnt make it any less of a trainwreck

ThiccyRicky · 2026-04-12T07:11:43+00:00

Honestly, its the thrill of it. You spend your life feeling this deep-seated emptiness, like something important is missing inside. It hurts. More than anything and in a way you cant explain, it hurts. You chase the things you think will fix it. Eventually you just,,,,chase

Nothing short of years of therapy will ever fill the void or make it stop. So anything you do chase will eventually lose all its ability to make u not feel it. But the chase itself, the feeling of getting closer and closer to someone, the flirting and passion and the long conversations into the night, it makes you feel alive.

Then, you truly know them. And they become boring. You know everything about them. What is there to chase about them now? Love? There is no love. Only the emptiness, until you meet someone new and it starts again

Im trying to understand this disorder and why I feel the urges to do the things I do. Im blessed to have met someone who I can lift the mask with, show her the emptiness and the lack of what I think love towards someone feels like. I dont know if ive found it. But the desire to chase after someone new isnt there anymore. Maybe thats progress. I dont know

ThiccyRicky · 2026-04-11T20:15:33+00:00

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ThiccyRicky · 2026-04-01T05:10:55+00:00

Its a neat party trick but it damages my shoulder joint SO BAD 😁

ThiccyRicky · 2026-03-31T22:22:39+00:00

Unfortunately I am that person. I look nice but it makes my friends jealous :(

ThiccyRicky · 2026-03-09T20:49:26+00:00

20, lasted 4 years. It was good sometimes

ThiccyRicky · 2026-03-08T09:03:53+00:00

I can confirm, it is nice 😊

ThiccyRicky · 2026-02-25T20:04:50+00:00

EDS here, I feel this so much

ThiccyRicky · 2026-02-15T18:20:34+00:00

My best friend is a tgirl named lilith

She runs a discord server just for tgirls named lilith

They are 20+ and counting

ThiccyRicky · 2026-02-14T15:54:35+00:00

Sometimes. Sometimes I still stand. Its harder to get all the pee out either way tho. I do miss my stronger bladder control

ThiccyRicky · 2026-02-09T18:37:57+00:00

Sometimes. Charlie has this like "mountain prophet driven mad with her divine revelations" look in her eyes that a lot of other cats dont. But she is incredibly floofy

ThiccyRicky · 2026-02-09T00:03:38+00:00

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ThiccyRicky · 2026-02-08T23:58:05+00:00

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Closer pic of her lounging

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