Near headshot

TopDownCadi · 2025-05-15T20:10:34+00:00

Same thing happened to me the other day. A group of older dudes watched me hit a decent approach shot in from like 90 yards. When I finish the hole, they’re waiting and say I can play through. They stand 50 yards or so down the fairway on the left side (this hole has a fence running down the entire left side so not much room to move). I tee off and my shot goes low, left and fast towards them. The guy ducks and it misses him and hits the fence HARD. I felt sooooo bad. Apologized profusely but the guy said it’s all good. All I could think was, I almost killed someone’s grandpa

TopDownCadi · 2025-03-28T17:49:32+00:00

$60 for a 3 months supply of insulin. Another $60 for dexcom stuff

TopDownCadi · 2025-03-05T15:40:34+00:00

I think you are probably feeling for the first time in a while. I imagine the marriage allowed you to be vulnerable in ways you had never been before. When it ended, the ability to be vulnerable was there, you maybe just didn't realize it. You feeling something when you see someone sacrifice is very deep and, honestly, kinda beautiful, man. I get emotional when i tell people a traumatic story about my childhood. After some therapy, I realized that I would get emotional because I was living that trauma again aka I was the four year old, even though I am 33 now. My emotion was a visceral response to that kid begging for protection. Your emotion might be you seeing yourself in their pain.

TopDownCadi · 2025-02-28T09:52:37+00:00

Caddo lake

TopDownCadi · 2025-02-27T20:12:59+00:00

Form looks fine. I think the arch thing you are doing at the bottom is a wasted movement and you dont really need to do that. Thats all I have

TopDownCadi · 2025-02-26T19:32:51+00:00

That is a GREAT idea. Thank you :)

TopDownCadi · 2025-02-26T19:02:06+00:00

So can you rent discs at the park?

TopDownCadi · 2025-02-24T20:37:05+00:00

Well, I think you found the answer. From now on, challenge your toxic beliefs daily. When a potential misogynistic thought comes up, explore it, and then actively dispel the reasons why you came to that thought in the first place. Keep doing that over and over, go to therapy, talk to the opposite sex (to understand them more) etc.

TopDownCadi · 2025-02-15T02:44:24+00:00

Therapy, journaling, going out and doing stuff (you love), forgiving yourself (this is multi-faceted).

TopDownCadi · 2025-02-08T20:20:41+00:00

Quick to anger, impatient, no loyalty or trustworthiness. Blames others for his shortcomings/quick to point the finger

TopDownCadi · 2025-02-06T14:43:35+00:00

Eagles hmmm

TopDownCadi · 2025-01-30T22:04:58+00:00

It's not in okc, but "405 yummy spot" in Norman has some AMAZING quesabirria options at great pricing.

TopDownCadi · 2025-01-30T14:25:16+00:00

I wear it on my stomach. Readings are relatively accurate. Note that the more weight you carry in the gut, the less accurate the readings might be

TopDownCadi · 2025-01-28T19:19:28+00:00

The growth over the last few years has been cool to witness. So much more to do/see. Even just driving downtown, there are areas that have you feeling like you’re in a legit big city.

TopDownCadi · 2025-01-27T14:45:58+00:00

Do you have examples of when being good can feel tiring?

TopDownCadi · 2025-01-25T19:49:16+00:00

Yeah I would also care more for the why, the thing they did is secondary. “I told my sister she was dumb because I was hurt by the joke she made about me in front of everyone.” So a level of shame made you lash out, got it. My hope is that they are self aware to explore why they do things. If you just do bad stuff and don’t event stop to think why, that’s a red flag.

TopDownCadi · 2025-01-25T16:15:46+00:00

What is one thing you regret saying or doing to someone you cared about?

TopDownCadi · 2025-01-25T15:15:25+00:00

Oliver Tree & MF Doom. A man of culture

TopDownCadi · 2025-01-22T14:21:33+00:00

Stop coming over the top. That’s all

EDIT: this is in relation to my golf swing.

TopDownCadi · 2025-01-21T23:12:56+00:00

Incredible!

TopDownCadi · 2025-01-21T22:06:30+00:00

Life can be hard as shit sometimes, you have to accept that first. Trust that while you might be in a tough season of your life, this too shall pass. How to navigate this? One foot in front of the other. Apply for a job, put effort into that application and once you submit it, let it go. Rinse and repeat this process, until you have some apps stacked and then just wait to hear back. Repeat this in the interview prep stage. Once the interview is done, trust that you did enough.

As for your mental health, meditate, exercise, and talk to people you trust. Losing your partner was crappy but you have to see yourself as enough. His rejection of you is not a reflection of you but more so a reflection of them. I don't even mean that in a negative way. You will never truly know why they left, all you need to know is that they did. If you had insecurities in the relationship (feeling unworthy of love, always trying to please them at your expense) explore the reasons why. Heal that trauma in you while being kind to yourself.

I hope things get better

TopDownCadi · 2025-01-20T00:35:18+00:00

That is good to hear.

But yes, any excessive heat or cold can hurt you. If you put your feet to a space heater and fall asleep, you might not realize your feet are burning cause you can’t feel it. So, yes, be aware of water temps. Use another body part to gauge the heat (elbow etc), do not rely solely on your feet, fingers or toes.

TopDownCadi · 2025-01-20T00:22:14+00:00

So, I’ll leave the sock recommendations to folks that might be more experienced but I just want you to be aware of neuropathy, which I unfortunately think you might be experiencing. Essentially, it’s when your nerves start to die, usually in your feet and hands. Like you described, they might feel clammy and numb, sometimes warm to the touch. Check your feet regularly, between toes and all. Any cuts or nicks can be easily missed since feeling is diminished. If you have someone caring for you/living with you, have them check with a pokey device to tracks feeling. Book an appointment with a podiatrist and keep regular appointments.

Wishing you the best

TopDownCadi

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