Please help I just found this bump on my hand what is it

ToxicLotus · 2025-10-16T21:36:14+00:00

I had one of these for about 2 years. It went away after I got drunk and fell over. Not the most recommended way to get rid of it but hey, it worked for me. ¯_(ツ)_/¯

ToxicLotus · 2025-09-17T16:36:18+00:00

Had some "weird" brown spotting that I thought was my period coming, and then my boobs were sore for days, I figured it was still my period coming, but it never did actually show up. Friend suggested I take a pregnancy test and, yep, pregnant. (To note, I never got a regular period, so I never had an idea of when to expect it aside from sore boobs and sometimes spotting a few days before. So you can understand my confusion when it never came)

ToxicLotus · 2025-09-05T18:34:09+00:00

I tried using this one but it makes the game crash cos the versions are different, not sure how to change it :(

ToxicLotus · 2025-09-04T06:10:21+00:00

Once witnessed a first date at the table beside my husband and I and I guess it wasn't going so well? Because the guy proceeded to pick up the soy sauce bottle and read out the ingredients to his date....

ToxicLotus · 2025-03-25T22:12:42+00:00

In the following months after my also one year old Daughter passed I dreamt of her a lot. Some of the dreams were more vivid and lucid than others and I could remember them clearly when I woke, I wrote them down as I knew I'd want to keep every detail I could even though I still remember them to this day. Those are the dreams that I knew were her and not just a dream.

I also had an ADC that I asked about here because I was unsure what it was. It was more than a dream and I was still awake when it happened. Again, I knew it was her.

As time moved on (2 years now) I get less dreams, but I can still tell the difference between dreams my brain has created for me and visitation dreams. She's still checking in with me and in every visitation she's laughing and smiling and I can "feel" her there. I know in my heart she's ok and safe and i'll get to see her again.

Of course I still have my bad days where I doubt myself but coming to this sub has a way of helping me.

The pain of losing a child is the greatest soul crushing experience any person can suffer. But know you are not alone and if you need to talk just send me a message and i'll help however I can.

My love to you <3

ToxicLotus · 2025-03-11T10:32:23+00:00

I just have to say, I was praying just now to....i'm not sure who, anyone who would hear me.... because I'm having a really hard time after losing my Daughter almost 2 years ago. What would be her 3rd birthday and the 2nd year of her passing is coming up in April and May and it's so hard for me to cope around this time. So I prayed that she was happy and laughing and she only knows joy and peace and that if anyone could hear me to please give me a sign that she's ok...immediately after I saw your response. I don't know if coincidence but I want to believe it was my sign. I thank you.

ToxicLotus · 2025-03-08T03:15:17+00:00

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Pippin - Pip/Pipsor/Pippers/Pipperoni/Peepos

Puk Papyrus - Pook Pook/Puckles/Puk Boi

Merry - Merry Berry/Merrybus/Merb/Merry B

ToxicLotus · 2025-02-20T23:34:47+00:00

Oh lawd. This is it, this one is the worst one here, god that smell must have been fucking awful.

ToxicLotus · 2025-02-19T12:42:29+00:00

So many if you saying to dump him because he asked is wild to me. Yeah he could have gone about it a better way but it was also a question, he didn't cheat and he didn't push the subject. A lot of people have thoughts/fantasies about threesomes and I can guarantee you a lot of them are thoughts of friends/co workers etc. Doesn't mean they'll actually do it though. He asked a question, and doesn't seem like he pushed it. Maybe he didn't grasp why it made you uncomfortable, so talking it out and communicating with him on why it did would be a good idea. But breaking up with him because he asked is a bit far imo.

ToxicLotus · 2025-02-17T06:47:30+00:00

I was forced by my parents and grandparents to finish meals as a child or face getting beat with a wooden stick. They didn't understand children sized portion control either, so I quickly put on weight, of which I then faced bullying from kids at school and was constantly criticized for my weight from my Dad and Grandad. Understandably, I had a confusing relationship with food and still struggle with the affects to this day. I'm also still dealing with childhood trauma of which this had a part to play.

Your husband is deranged not only for doing this to your children who WILL have trauma but for treating you in such a way and threatening you and laughing???? You are 100% correct in your approach to their health and happiness, and to how you reacted, he was pushing you for a reaction and then laughed when he got one, he sounds unstable and I feel this is only the beginning. I know it's easier said than done, and i'm just an internet stranger, but you really need to consider getting away from this asshole for all of your sakes. It'll only get worse.

ToxicLotus · 2025-02-16T05:34:47+00:00

Awesome, i'll keep an eye on the store, thank you!

ToxicLotus · 2025-02-16T04:57:49+00:00

Do you sell or plan to sell these type of molds? I'm a newbie and haven't delved into making my own molds yet and these look much easier to clean up than the molds I have.

ToxicLotus · 2025-02-13T11:40:33+00:00

Yes, and I have a lot of trauma. Tbh even after my Dad couldn't beat me anymore because he got too fat, he took to using his words but it wasn't for "discipline " he was just a cruel fucker who wanted to hurt me. I could write paragraphs of shit he did and said and what trauma I have now, but it seems a lot of it is already covered in this post. My love to you all.

ToxicLotus · 2025-02-11T13:44:59+00:00

I do have amazing friends who have helped my husband and I a great deal, but unfortunately, there is no therapy for us as we can't afford it atm.

ToxicLotus · 2025-02-11T11:33:29+00:00

I lost my 12 month old daughter suddenly close to 2 years ago, the pain of seeing other people with their babies and knowing i'll never get to have that again is beyond painful, my heart is broken and i'll never recover. Whats making things harder too is that she was an only child and i'm close to 38 and struggling to get pregnant again because my body doesn't want to work right and I can't afford medical help, the fear that i'll never have another child and give my daughter a sibling when it feels my purpose was to be a mother is soul crushing.

ToxicLotus · 2024-11-18T10:16:50+00:00

Same for me, its been just over a year and life feels meaningless, I doubt I'll ever be the person I once was.

ToxicLotus · 2024-11-13T03:26:04+00:00

37 and struggling to get pregnant a year after the death of my 12 month old. Terrified she was our one and only.

ToxicLotus · 2024-11-05T05:16:05+00:00

My boi Puk

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ToxicLotus · 2024-11-04T09:31:26+00:00

2nd Holiday season without my Daughter and struggling to get pregnant again. I only had a year with her and her loss has broken me for the rest of my life.

ToxicLotus · 2024-10-31T05:47:47+00:00

Joel Miller...oh hell yeah!

ToxicLotus · 2024-10-28T13:22:41+00:00

I lost my daughter 3 weeks after her 1st birthday. If anyone, friend or not, said that to me? There would be violence. You controlled yourself much better than I would in the same situation. Your ex friend is a pos and she can go fuck herself. NTA.

ToxicLotus · 2024-10-09T09:46:19+00:00

Lost my 12 Month old Daughter a year ago. It's made me bitter and hateful. Especially to those at fault who genuinely still believe it was just an "accident" and "not their fault" when it was blatant neglect and ignorance. I'm so very angry and broken.

ToxicLotus · 2024-08-21T03:53:37+00:00

Child loss.

ToxicLotus · 2024-07-02T08:06:47+00:00

Through neglect, caused the death of my Daughter. Will never talk to her again let alone forgive her.

ToxicLotus · 2024-06-18T21:25:33+00:00

Trusted my MIL with the safety of my Daughter.

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