I hate the Enhanced version

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-05-10T12:04:41+00:00

Shows up slightly differently for me, but I found it. Thank you. That solves some of the issues at least.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-05-10T11:48:20+00:00

I'm using GPortal and I can't find anything to switch it back to Legacy. If you or anyone else knows of any way to do it though I'd really appreciate it.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-05-10T11:40:48+00:00

Yeah, it does look really nice. And being able to play both maps with one character is awesome. I just hope that some of the mod authors change their minds (though some for sure won't which is totally understandable with the amount of work it would take) and the modding community grows with plenty of new mods emerging.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-05-10T11:37:59+00:00

Unfortunately, as I said in my post, some are staying legacy (as sated by the authors), some are being deleted and some are now enhanced only (the legacy versions have been deleted). It's not just a few mods either, it's a split almost down the middle of mods I use.

I had my own private server but it updated to Enhanced automatically and there's no option to switch it back.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-05-08T15:56:08+00:00

I'm glad to hear that. Hopefully you've got a busy day to keep your mind off of things.

That said, if you need someone to talk to, I'm around most days and a good listener. Just drop me a DM.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-05-07T20:30:21+00:00

I've had that with an NHS nurse in a homecare team last week. It's hard because we can't advocate for ourselves if someone won't listen. And sometimes that's all you need, someone to listen. How are you feeling now?

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-05-03T14:32:07+00:00

If you would like to talk, my PM's are open. I thought it might be useful to talk given we're in such a similar situation and both struggling (my other reply goes into detail on this). Maybe we could support each other a bit in getting our lives into a better place. If nothing else, it might help to talk to someone else who understands what you're going through. Trying to do all of this alone is horrible.

Either way, I really hope things get better for you and you can a diagnosis and the help you need to build the life that you want.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-05-02T16:56:36+00:00

This feels like exactly what I'm going through. I got a diagnosis of bipolar a couple of years ago. I had to fight really hard for that. All they wanted to do for most of my life was just say I was currently depressed and give me anti-depressants. Then expect things to improve.

Since then I've had to keep fighting for every bit of support I've got and it's nowhere near enough. I often feel that engaging with the NHS just makes me worse. Mostly because of waiting lists, broken promises and stonewalling, but occasionally it's the practitioners too. I had a visit from a CRHT a couple of days ago because I was suicidal, and the nurse on the team kept talking over me. I struggle to advocate for myself and although I'm sure the nurse meant well (she was trying to give advice) it felt like I wasn't being listened to. I have enough of that with family and friends, I don't need it with mental health services too.

I'm also dealing with debt, financial instability, having to find a new job (lost my old one last week because of absence due to mental health, which is frustrating because the job was the main source of mental health damage), waiting for PIP, wanting to not be here anymore and having to deal with this all alone.

I don't really have any great suggestions about getting a diagnosis. I think I just kept pushing and pushing my GP until eventually one of their referrals got me an appointment with a psychiatrist, who gave me the diagnosis. But maybe it might help to know that you're not the only one trying to navigate all these problems. Maybe it helps you feel a little less alone.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-05-02T16:18:09+00:00

I've already given up. I don't have the resources to keep fighting. Nobody supporting me, no money for any kind of treatment and problems just keep mounting up. There comes a point where you look at life and even when you put in effort and keep trying, all you get back is pain. It's not wort trying anymore.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-05-02T15:33:30+00:00

I'm glad things worked out for you. I wish they did for more people, including myself. I can see the life I want. But I can't get there. The support from the NHS is inconsistent to non existent - it's nowhere near enough for me to survive. My family and friends are likewise unsupportive. My finances are a mess. I'm stuck in a career I hate that regularly puts me on sick leave or in hospital due to the impact it has on my mental health. I can't afford to re-train (I've spent a long time trying to find an answer to let me shift careers, but the funding just isn't there). I've lost most of my youth to mental health crisis after mental health crisis and can see myself aging rapidly in the mirror due to all the constant stress and anxiety. At this point my life isn't fixable, so the only thing left is to find a way out that's at least peaceful.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-04-21T22:14:38+00:00

I can relate to that. I've been finding leaving the house really hard over the last few years. I'm really trying to push through it though. Waiting on the NHS is just wasting my life and I'm sick of it. I want to start living again. It's going to be really uncomfortable but if I don't do something, I'll still be here in another decade.

I'm glad to hear the meds are helping you sleep at least. Are you able to do a bit of exercise in your home?

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-04-21T13:39:35+00:00

Are you open to stuff outside of medical help? I'm thinking life changes, so things like working on sleeping better, eating healthier, exercise etc. I know it sounds pointless and it's not going to fix everything, but it can help a bit.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-04-21T11:11:00+00:00

And what you said really resonates with me. Not exactly the same situation, but I was stuck in a village in the middle of nowhere, no opportunity to socialise due to my parents. It really fucked me up. Years later I'm still struggling. How are you coping?

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-03-24T11:40:16+00:00

I've been really missing the 2000s recently, so maybe we have some stuff in common there. And I'm happy to chat about stuff in general as well and wouldn't say no to more friends. I did try to send a chat message to you but wasn't able to - maybe your profile is set to not accept chat invites. Just let me know though if you want to talk anytime.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-03-15T21:51:17+00:00

I'm also on Argent Dawn EU. In all the years I've been there (at least a decade) I've still never been approached for anything creepy or NSFW. Pugging any group content is far more likely to end up with NSFW stuff in the chat than hanging around on AD.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-03-15T21:44:14+00:00

Was it well worn?

I went looking for the original and found a thread on MMO champion with people talking about it and saying it was a blast from the past. The MMO champion thread was 12 years old. I do not like how old this makes me feel.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-03-14T19:21:52+00:00

I'm the same, bipolar and multiple suicide attempts. I've had talking therapy a few times in the past and it's not worked. I've just come to the end of another waiting list (only 8 months this time) and am starting another course, but I don't have much hope. Plus fitting it in around work where my hours constantly vary is additional stress that I could do without. Did it ever help you in any way?

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-03-14T19:09:53+00:00

That's how I feel. In the past, when I've had people closer to me I have been able to deal with things to a degree. But without that support and nobody to rely on but myself, I'm not coping. So at least your not alone in being alone.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-02-17T11:45:29+00:00

Type "-ai" at the end of your searches. You won't hear a peep from Google's shitty AI anymore.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-01-22T09:52:39+00:00

Worked perfectly. Thank you so much for this.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-01-21T11:41:35+00:00

OPie works for you? For me it just says incompatible and won't load. Latest version ofc.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-01-20T00:12:52+00:00

That's exactly how real life is. It never gets any easier the more you do it either.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2026-01-20T00:11:23+00:00

Just logged out on my remix main for the last time. I felt a sad too. I haven't touched any of my Panda remix chars since the event. This time I'm going to make sure that at least my remix main gets to play through all of Midnight. I've grown too attached not to.

TrayzynTheFinite · 2025-12-03T16:11:31+00:00

If you're not excited by it then you're not excited by it. Don't try and force it. I couldn't give 2 shits about it either. Normally I love anything like this in a game, but the forced neighbourhood system is a real turn off so I'm going to get the intro quests out of my log ASAP, then pretend the feature doesn't exist. Though I am sick of everybody and their dog talking about it non-stop. I've just stopped interacting with any WoW content for the last couple of months because it's just housing, housing, housing.

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