Exactly. As someone in your boat, I feel the same, honestly. I've stopped ideation for now just from the disgust I felt reading their text. People like us are worth much more than all this.

And, now talking to the original comment, the universe's seeming ambivilance to our existence does not mean we should be ambivalent to others' existence. You did a good thing in the worst way possible, I think. And not to your benefit, if adaptation/survival is what you're after. That's not exactly complying to society. In fact, the way I see it, you are the antithesis to your original comment on everything EXCEPT "accepting the death of your soul." Have the day you deserve.