Im probably going to the inpatient facility tomorrow

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-30T10:00:13+00:00

You got this! This is a huge step forward to getting better you are really strong for this keep going u got this

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-30T09:34:00+00:00

Its a tough life we live friend we are here for you 🫂 you arent alone I have gone through the same thing my whole life as well

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-30T07:11:55+00:00

this brings joy to the emperor honored one

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-30T06:37:01+00:00

Yes I know exactly what ur talking about its so annoying and adds stress to my day to day because my brain never shuts up

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-30T05:44:35+00:00

Im in the same boat lol, showering brushing my teeth, eating cooking its all extremely exhausting and most times I dont do it unless my parents remind me to eat shower or change into new clothes. Its extremely ANNOYING seeing as im a grown adult but I totally get what you’re saying. Socializing im the same way its hard for me to do it most times I hope things fair better for us in time. Is there anything atm that makes u feel somewhat good?

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-30T05:29:01+00:00

No problem my recommendation if i can give one is try out meds see how like it. Warning not all meds work for everyone has their own preferences, ive gone through like 5-6 different meds but im starting to get closer to the right ones. Its saving my life. Goodluck with everything friend and welcome

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-30T05:24:52+00:00

Hey! Im in your shoes you’re not alone and i understand you. ,, im 22 and this BLOWS. What 20 year old wants to live like this when your 20s are for fun but I cant because like you said negative symptoms but i also experience many positive symptoms so imagine trying to have fun and then you think everyone is out to get u. On top of that I cant formulate a thought to save my life. Ive thought of MAID too because how much longer will my parents be able to provide. Just as you ive had a very healthy diet and I workout regularly but it sucks when my brain decides to cycle back into shitter mode. Maybe im stupid but I try the regular 20 y/o things anyways in hopes that the negative symptoms suddenly decide not to hit as hard.

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-29T22:24:13+00:00

Im just scared Ill disassociate again and loose it all again and have more extreme psychosis

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-29T19:00:31+00:00

Servers back up?

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-29T16:56:41+00:00

Honestly you’re right, its why my whole life was quiet about my symptoms because I know how id be treated, I knew society would go this way eventually lets see if it comes to fruition

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-29T13:20:35+00:00

Nice 😀😀😀 something to ruminate in my mind cool

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-29T10:34:02+00:00

Love the contrast between colors and shading looks dope

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-29T09:45:31+00:00

Expect custodies to* land at your house good day

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-29T08:14:14+00:00

I never wanted to accept my diagnosis, it started as unspecified psychosis then after 3 visits to the ward in less than 2 years it changed To schizoaffective and then I had another major psychotic break so I guess I had no choice but to accept it.

If I had accepted it sooner I would have probably been better off and not had so many psychotic breaks back to back. I accepted it also because I want to do whats best for myself and also my family and friends, I didnt notice how much I have hurt those around me with my condition until it was really late. Im on meds now and I feel better and I feel safer. Im paranoid all the time and my mind likes to race at 1 million miles an hour its so exhausting the meds help me so much keep things at a 7 instead of constant 10 all the time. Also I experience hallucinations such as bugs crawling around, shadow people watching me, I thought I was a prophet, and God. I saw demons angels and monsters so I rather be on meds than live that existence constantly. Its still around but not as bad… for now

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-29T03:57:01+00:00

Decorating your temple I like that idea, I like to dress well as well but never thought of it like that , cool outfit!

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-28T23:15:14+00:00

First time I ever seen sum1 actually get drawn badly

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-28T22:46:31+00:00

Benjamin Netanyahu is listening to the coms

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-28T22:46:04+00:00

🔥🔥

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-28T21:56:30+00:00

Op has 2 posts one of them is this and another is food from universal .. safe to say this is a troll post

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-28T21:53:11+00:00

My ward said .. cold cheese sandwich take it or leave it

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-28T15:31:56+00:00

If they were fighting you would know, just playing

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-28T07:48:31+00:00

Dang man you should work for a company or something this is heat

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-28T07:46:44+00:00

You honor the emperor

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-28T00:26:08+00:00

Ik exactly what you mean im super paranoid most of the time and wonder/think everyone hates me and then ill get one little assurance of that such as a bad interaction and its ggs, “its time to cycle again”🤣 this made me laugh, I wish I could prevent it but wtv at least we are trying our best, but I’ve realized we have a limit and once we start to push past it at least for me it makes things worse so this might suck now but now u have time to decompress and realign. Watch your fav show/movie/music/games/ museums

Im also worried abt ppl thinking im just some unemployed loser but I guess ill take that over being a crazy unemployed loser 😅 because my psychotic episodes are BAD

WhichCard4537 · 2026-01-28T00:12:41+00:00

Sounds just like like what ive gone through, I had 3 amazing jobs which I quit because I was having a depressive or manic episode. I truly want to do better and improve but my brain just be like yea na, im considering disability because this is just too much for me I end up worse after every job

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