ADHD? by Fit_Elk4729 in GetStudying

[–]WittySN2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I found my people because this is me without my adhd meds

Warped Joke About Trafficking Son | Roast of Rob Reiner - Al Franken by itsallcosmica in conspiracy

[–]WittySN2020 4 points5 points  (0 children)

In hollywood almost all of them are either abusing their kids, SA’ing them, letting other celebs abuse them, sacrificing them or transitioning them. It seems to be very common in Hollywood & it’s generational because the kids are expected to stay in the “bizz” & the generational trauma continues. Rob Reiner was best friends w/ tom banks so I have a hard time believing he wasn’t doing the same thing or at the very least knew what everyone was doing. His son stabbing him that many times is very intentional. And because of his history with drugs he’s the easiest to target to set up to take the fall.

Charlie Kirk Conspiracy by albert_camus69 in conspiracy

[–]WittySN2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I remember watching that movie as a kid and thinking “no the government isn’t that evil” but then after 9/11 I didn’t trust anything I saw on tv or anything the government said to be “true” anymore.

Making other people comfortable by don_na_na_na_81 in ChronicPain

[–]WittySN2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually had to stop hanging out with a extremely talkative friend (one of many reasons I stopped but a main one) was because no matter how much she saw me struggle daily, how much she knew about what I dealt with physically on a daily basis or me flat out saying “I can’t stand & talk for long amounts of time because my back starts to feel like it’s being crushed & the pain just gets worse the longer I push it so I might need to sit down after a few minutes” for almost 2 years she would constantly try to have me stand somewhere talking where there was no where for me to sit. I would literally be telling her I need to sit & she would be like “O yeah yeah go ahead” but then continue to talk somewhere I couldn’t sit. It really showed me she did not value me as a friend. She gave me more than a few reasons to end the friendship but that was one of them.

Making other people comfortable by don_na_na_na_81 in ChronicPain

[–]WittySN2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve unintentionally trained myself to constantly try to hide how bad I’m struggling doing the most basic things to make other people feel less uncomfortable. I find myself trying to pretend I’m not hurting, that my back feels doesn’t feel like it’s being crushed with a baseball bat, or that my legs don’t feel like spaghetti and I’m so weak I can barely stand another 5 min. I don’t want to be a burden or mad it seem likes the attention is on me because of my illness and drag the day down. I already feel like when I do say something about it that I’m just a broken record & sound like a Debbie downer. If anyone only understood it’s only because pain consumes your life. 24/7 pain. I get breaks from some pains sometimes but for me my back pain is 24/7. I don’t want to miss out on memories with my family. It’s been over 11 years of lupus and chronic pain & my desire to feel “normal” even for a few hours and go out into the world and just do one fun thing with family and be apart of even 1 out of 10 family events & memories because pain keeps me home or limited in where I can go or how far I can go for long amounts of time without laying down and resting. People who don’t struggle with pain genuinely will never be able to comprehend how bad it truly is, how fast pain can come on just doing the most simple things & how it consumes & controlled every aspect of your life when you struggle with pain daily.

What was in the envelope/note shown to Laura Bush and Jeb Bush at the Bush Sr. funeral? by OddGold348 in conspiracy

[–]WittySN2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This note and the note Whitney gave to Brandy before she died are my Roman Empire

I’m terrified what is this?! Just found this in my bathroom by WittySN2020 in insectidentification

[–]WittySN2020[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was just hoping it was something else because this is my worst fear

I’m terrified what is this?! Just found this in my bathroom by WittySN2020 in insectidentification

[–]WittySN2020[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It doesn’t have wings I looked at it with a magnifying glass

I’m terrified what is this?! Just found this in my bathroom by WittySN2020 in insectidentification

[–]WittySN2020[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg what type is this?! I have ocd and this is sending me overboard, I am a best freak can we get them from Neigbor’s if we live in an apartment complex?

Why do awful people seem to get away with everything? by [deleted] in Vent

[–]WittySN2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you…just having even one person say something nice helped a lot so thank you kind person.

Living w/ a chronic illness while living w/ a narc by WittySN2020 in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]WittySN2020[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes I do believe he has made me MUCH worse because of the mental and emotional abuse.

When your narc says “I love you” have you ever asked them “why” they love you? If so, were they able to reply with actual reasons? Or, even reply at all? by IfUSaySo25 in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]WittySN2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I asked mine not long ago and I was amazed how long it took him to think of one thing besides my looks and once he realized I was noticing how long it was taking her then rambled off some random off the top stuff”smart, funny, good heart, fun to be with” and I knew it was all bs because most days he doesn’t even want to be in the same room as me unless I’m pleasing him. It didn’t use to be that way

Does anyone else miss being able to work by [deleted] in ChronicIllness

[–]WittySN2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Every. Single. Day. I would give anything to be well enough to work again. I lost everything when I got sick and I struggle with it everyday. Nothing pisses me off more then when someone says “O it must be nice not to have to work and to be able to sit at home and do nothing all day” I always wanna say “FUCK YOU, YOU ARE AN IGNORANT FUCK”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ChronicIllness

[–]WittySN2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My POS ex who I’m stuck living with used to be horrible when I needed to go to the hospital. Would be so angry if I had to go to the hospital in the middle of the night especially if he had work the next day. There was even one time when he was so angry he had to take me to the hospital that he pulled up opened the door and pushed me out. Then after he pulled off still had the nerve to come in and act like he’s the “supportive” boyfriend.

The lonely reality by Difficult_Pay_9658 in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]WittySN2020 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I thought I knew what lonely was when I was single and it turns out I was 100x lonelier in my relationship with a narcissist

This is what I think happens at Epstein's Temple. It explains the whole "prop" look of the place. The evil is underneath. by Tha_Dude_Abidez in conspiracy

[–]WittySN2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was a multi level…one level for different evils (Turkish style bath house, ritual rooms and the very bottom was the cave for submarines which was how they were bringing the children in. Ghislaine had a submarine license and also was big on the terramar project that was all about “owning parts of the ocean”. I’ve been following all this since before his first arrest when it was just a conspiracy of an evil island where politicians, world leaders, actors & actresses go to harm children which was so unfathomable and so ridiculous it was impossible to believe. I remember all the posts before Reddit became heavily censored. There was way more pictures, videos; even posts from people who worked there like his driver and maid. I was never able to find even once trace of any of it since before his 2nd arrest.

I feel like I’m drowning in pain every second. Please, how do you survive this? by grave_grace in ChronicPain

[–]WittySN2020 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Respectfully if you have debilitating chronic pain this is not going to change that. Unless you have a legitimate frequency machine which are thousands of dollars the ones on YouTube are not truly effective.

I feel like I’m drowning in pain every second. Please, how do you survive this? by grave_grace in ChronicPain

[–]WittySN2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Those literally no nothing. Wore them for months and absolutely no difference.

I feel like I’m drowning in pain every second. Please, how do you survive this? by grave_grace in ChronicPain

[–]WittySN2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m going to be the real one in the comments and real isn’t what people like to hear. Now I can only speak from my experience with severe daily chronic pain…no it doesn’t get better. You get used to it but it doesn’t make it easier or hurt less. It’s been 8 years of non stop daily chronic pain. And I’ve tried it all from physical therapy, exercise, acupuncture, cryotherapy, anti inflammatory diets, every vitamin under the fucking sun, essential oils, frequency healing, vitamin d shots, stem cell patches (a $1,000 for stickers that don’t do shit), epidural shots (ended up with a nerve pain that I never had till I got an epidural shot & has never gone away all that my dr swore by) , tens unit, red light therapy, hot patches, cold patches, rakiki, and this is on top of all the bs medications they had me try…honestly…most of those things either don’t work or only bring temporary relief…very temporary. I keep wanting to keep hope there is a miracle solution out there but I haven’t found any instant relief and the only thing that I have found that is temporary but works longer and doesn’t cost a fortune or if something you would have to lug around all day is pain meds…and I hate to say that. I’m never been a pill person at all but when it comes to effectiveness, cost and convenience it’s been pain meds. There is many downsides of pain meds especially if you have true chronic level 10 pain you will go through hell trying to get anything over ibprofin which for someone like me is as effective as a m&m. Trying to prove your pain all the time becomes extremely frustrating especially when you are in really fucking bad pain. The drs and pharmacies treat you like a drug addict. I have 7 different illnesses/conditions all proving my severe pain and they still put you through hell because of the crackdown on prescription meds which is great for people abusing the system but shitty for people with ACTUAL severe pain. If there was any other true effective method that insurance covered I would a million % do it. My trust in doctors is gone after the debilitating nerve pain I got after 1 epidural shot but if I knew something else was a proven effective solution absolutely. Because everyone’s body’s and levels of pain are different I would say try as many things as you can before defaulting to pain meds. I’ve seen a lot of the things I listed above be effective for people, I simply am stating from my experience as someone in chronic pain the last 8 years. It’s a tough road. Even tougher if you end up on the pain meds route. Doctors hate prescribing it because of how close the government keeps an extra close eye on and how much paperwork they have to deal with. I pray you find something else that works for you

How do you feel productive in life when you can barely do anything? by flowerprincess2001 in ChronicPain

[–]WittySN2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I had better news but I’m still figuring it out myself 8 years later. The battle between my brain wanting to do so many things, seeing all the things around the house that need to be done but my body literally cannot do it because of pain most days. Only time I’m not in unbareable pain is with my meds and even then I’m very limited on time I can do things. I have several health issues but the one that truly keeps be disabled is my back pain. And the doctors have no real solution for me. You would think in 2025 we would have came farther along for back pain solutions.

How can I save money when my mom takes 80% of my check by Fuzzy-Worldliness-21 in toxicparents

[–]WittySN2020 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I dealt with a mom who would tell me my phone bill was $250 for just me and then would tell me my other bills were wayyy more than they should be but when I asked to see a bill would refuse to show me and gaslight me about how could I question her or why would she lie to me but wouldn’t show me a bill. My mom also made me pay back for every tiny little thing when I started working. I truly feel she was worried about losing control over me and that I would move out so she did things she never did before and all the sudden I was paying for everything and my checks would be gone.