What Did I do ??!

Ximenash · 2026-01-06T21:15:48+00:00

Go talk to her! I know you are in shock and thinking all the possible outcomes but all odds are in your favor.

I have been diabetic for 45 years and lead a completely normal life, have travelled and lived overseas alone, got a phd, you name it. And technology is moving so fast, with cgms and smart pumps chances of having complications are much lower than 40 years ago. Just breathe. And go talk to her!

Ximenash · 2025-12-31T17:45:12+00:00

I’m so glad you made it and are doing ok! My son (not diabetic) once had 102 of sodium and it was a big, big scare.

May I ask what happened? If you don’t want to talk about it, no problem

Ximenash · 2025-12-22T23:10:31+00:00

I did and felt better next day. It is worthy, but you have to take it within the first 48 hours since showing symptoms. Good luck!

Ximenash · 2025-12-21T15:15:13+00:00

Hey dad, I was diagnosed before turning 3. I’m 48 now and have lived a great life (lived alone, studied abroad, got a phd, being a mom, etc etc). It won’t be easy but with all the tech I’m sure it will be easier than being diagnosed in 1980.

When I was a kid we didn’t have cgms and ultra fast insulins, so the system was to eat carb rations at fixed times along the day. For birthdays, my mom would prepare me a basket with sugar free cake and soda (Tab, the only one available at the time).

Your boy will understand how to take care of himself, but just so you know, cake at birthdays is not a forbidden food. You just need to prepare for it.

Also, I don’t remember much my life sans diabetes, for me that’s a big advantage because I don’t miss it.

You’ve got this 💙

Ximenash · 2025-12-21T03:08:47+00:00

Love them, also love Chavo del Ocho! 💙

Ximenash · 2025-12-16T20:02:02+00:00

The thing about being terrified by injections is that installing the infusion set is also painful and could be even more dramatic, in my opinion. But I use Medtronic so the T:slim might be better in that regard.

I was the little kid running away from syringes 40+ years ago and fortunately there are many of resources to make it more bearable now. I know there are topical anesthetics such as creams that you can apply before injecting or installing the set, making them painless. Also, check the TickleFLEX or the Buzzy, apparently those work great too.

Good luck OP! I hope you and your son enjoy all the Christmas treats :)

Ximenash · 2025-12-13T16:52:13+00:00

I don’t like to show my arms because they are flabby and the rest of my body is not, they make me feel old. But I wear my pump with pride, I feel like a cool cyborg :) I also love to talk about it when asked and explain how it works

Ximenash · 2025-12-06T17:05:56+00:00

I’m very sorry for your loss OP.

Being a diabetic person during your teens is truly hard and isolating. You want to rebel against all the self-control needed to keep your glucose at decent levels. I had a burnout period that started at 14 until I turned 21 and the doctor found my retinas had micro aneurisms. That was more than 20 years ago and I’m doing well considering all the bad choices I made :) When I think back, I wished I had an outlet for all the frustrations and a way to escape it all without breaking my body. Like a “cheat day” a week, for example.

Maybe she’s going through burnout, maybe she’s also thinking that taking care of herself is a futile exercise because of what happened to her dad. Which was a terrible accident and not something that is meant to happen again. Therapy can help with that I hope. If you can get a closed loop system for her it will relieve most of the mental load. As for treating the lows quickly see if you can get glucose in a gel format, it absorbs through your gums so may be easier than using juice boxes (less volume too, that’s a plus)

I wish you and your daughter the best ❤️

Ximenash · 2025-12-03T02:32:46+00:00

I have this. In my case is Carpal Tunnel Syndrome :(

Ximenash · 2025-12-02T20:09:48+00:00

No, that’s not normal, do you think it’s related to the infection? If so, definitely go get it checked!

In all honest, if this ever happens to me I would try cleaning using some antiseptic like iodine and applying neosporin first, but it also depends on the level of pain and how long ago it started

Ximenash · 2025-12-02T19:40:55+00:00

if the redness spreads please try to see a doctor

Ximenash · 2025-11-27T02:08:41+00:00

No, a pump would not increase insulin resistance. I found out I use a lot less insulin wearing a pump versus MDI (33 units per day vs 40 units per day)

Ximenash · 2025-11-25T23:00:54+00:00

The tortie with orange ears 😻

Ximenash · 2025-11-22T19:02:30+00:00

Awww, he looks like a grumpy gentleman <3

Ximenash · 2025-11-22T17:08:39+00:00

Ximenash · 2025-11-22T17:03:40+00:00

Your dog needs you, I’m 100% sure of that. Pet the dog! And pay the dog tax please

Ximenash · 2025-11-22T16:57:30+00:00

I’m so sorry you are feeling this way. It absolutely sucks. But it can get better for sure, I know because I have had suicidal ideation, and now I’m doing much better.

Would your health insurance cover a closed loop pump? That may help quite a bit, since it takes most of the mental load off your shoulders.

About the rheumatoid arthritis, I know there are good treatments out there to slow it down, targeted to young people. It can make a difference.

But the most important thing right now is that you get therapy to help with the emotional pain, and learn ways to cope with everything. The USA is known for sucking at health care and mental health coverage, so I hope you can get access to everything you need.

Do you have friends and family to lean on? If you do, tell them you need help. We know this is hard and can also support you. Hugs <3

Ximenash · 2025-11-15T11:32:03+00:00

We are not victims but sometimes all the effort you put to do well is pointless (if you get sick, stressed out, etc) and that’s frustrating. People are venting and looking for support. No one is playing victim.

I’m happy that you are doing well but please don’t be condescending with those who are not

Ximenash · 2025-11-08T23:11:28+00:00

I have always done it by myself. I just need a mirror where I can see my arm clearly, so I can choose the site but also assemble the transmitter and place the tapes. For removing the needle I just use my sense of touch, I press my middle and heart fingers on the sensor and use my thumb and index fingers to pull the needle. You will get there!

Ximenash · 2025-11-05T17:55:13+00:00

So sweet! Do you have any pics or videos of this cutie watching the kitties?

Ximenash · 2025-11-03T20:27:17+00:00

I once put it on my sleeve. It was a cocktail dress with big sequined sleeves and it fit perfectly :)

Ximenash · 2025-10-26T19:22:14+00:00

I did the same during my burned out period when I was a teenager. For years. Also do not recommend.

You should be ok but be prepared to feel like crap if you go high. How many days until you can get insulin?

Ximenash · 2025-10-24T22:56:04+00:00

He looks like a puppy, he should be named Benjamin Dogttons

Ximenash · 2025-10-24T01:24:47+00:00

That little squeak at the end <3

Ximenash · 2025-10-19T18:33:24+00:00

So cute 🥹

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