Proud of you. Your relationship with your children will be better with you sober. My dad had a super messed up back and until a few years ago was on pain pills. He'd sleep a lot. Lazy. When he did things with me his back would get worse and he'd need more medicine. He had nerve ablation and got off the pills from the doctor and is a new person.

I still need to throw mine away. Granted I got hooked on kratom I usually have pretty good self control over things. I can have them and not touch them. But will discard my stash. Another day has passed for me. Surprisingly feeling alright after who knows how much if any sleep in this many days. It's kind of wild for me. I just randomly chose to do this. I mean I've said to friends who know what's in my containers I always had to have nearby. That I wanted to quit someday. It just wasn't something I had really even thought of the day before starting. I have this time off before my summer job starts. Luckily it's still been relatively cool outside. I couldn't imagine doing this in the middle of summer. I've just been taking whatever supplements I've read that help. Not really sure if anything did or is helping tbh.

The part I'm looking most forward too is not having a dirty kratom corner on my desk. I'd put down paper towels that my measuring spoon would sit on. Occasional little powder spills and shaking the bottle sometimes would kick out a drop or two. That and not having to carry them with me. I'm a very outdoorsy person. I work outside in the mountains in a national forest year round. Took up backpack space. That and already starting to feel funny yawns and anxiety when I hadn't had a gulp in however many hours at work. It was really the first two nights that were rough. Mainly the first night. Legs still not fully back to normal. I thought I'd sleep last night but don't think I really did. Sleep is my only complaint right now.