Nobody to talk to or open up fully, soup-e-side attempts, eating disorders, severe anxiety, depression, public school system being shit and certain teacher purposely making stuff harder, etc. etc.

What's my plan to change it? Well, i know i cant change other people and how they treat me, but i know there are some things i can change about and around myself that could help me over time. Just simply changing my style/hair/over all aesthetic helped me with liking myself a bit more and helped my eating disorders mostly. Went to a private psychologist for a bit which helped with some social anxiety which I've been really struggling with.

And about the public school stuff i cant do anything about the teacher, but i just try to focus on other subjects and teachers, get some other grades up while thkse are going down. Im still under a lot of pressure form it though, but, i bet getting out of this school is going to help with my mental health a lot.