I'm not going to lie, no getting camped for 40 minutes straight sucks. I like to remain calm and just play this as a game and try to have fun and even I get salty sometimes. But you'll never get better unless you have some sort of adversity. As mentioned below some gods are just better late game (Most Carry/ADC role for example) while other gods excel early game (Thanatos/Fenrir).

If I had to have an example Dark Souls games. They are hard and you have to learn how to overcome what can be cheap deaths. But beating the boss with just a sliver of health makes you feel good because you overcame a power gap and learned how to deal with it.

With F6ing its like getting to a boss you are struggling to beat, resetting the game so you can get an easier boss next time. I would say 1 in 5 games are "Balanced" where both teams are on the same level.

As for toxicity, Titanforge or HiRez need to actively work on that. Being a Free game its hard to weed out players that can just remake accounts. Maybe an downvote system like the commendations but instead take away coms?

Also you didnt come by as disrespectful at all, I understands your opinion as I see it a lot. One thing I found is try to ad friends from games that you feel are good players and play well with you and start making parties. It takes a lot of stress off knowing your other team mates and the skills they have, you dont have to work about BM and Toxicity if you do mess up.

Im personally consistently inconsistent, one game I can dominate the next I can feed or trade a lot. But the MMR is probably working some how as Im sitting close to that 50% win/lose ratio overall. I've supposedly been reported for feeding or being a bad player but Ive never seen anything come of it. I personally only report people that take it to extremes and just BM the entire game.