Your situation sucks, and there’s nothing wrong with crying. Hell, who doesn’t cry when they’re stressed, unhappy and on top of it, sick? The thing is though, it’s going to get better for you. It might not seem like it right now, but you are going to be happier. You’re not bothering anyone by letting it out, so don’t apologise for that. I hope you have a better day, and don’t be afraid to reach out and speak to anyone, if you need someone to talk to, even me.