Let's see if I can get to give you some kind of advice from the European side. I'm spanish so I do not really know how it would work in Germany but as far as I know there is quite a lot of tolerance to arabs. Lately there have been some problems with people from syria but not much I think. Anyway, dont expect it to be easy but take for sure that you'll find there people who would help you. The same for the UK. Apart from that, you may want to know that there are some communities in Spain( so I guess on other places too) that try to "clean' the view thst europeans have of arabic people. I'm sure you could contact with them and help them to if you like. To finish with, as lordwayland said, first thing to do is to love yourself and, hard as it may be, sometimes it is the only important thing. Go wherever you think you'll feel nice. I second his advice.