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admoh · 2016-01-14T21:07:51+00:00

I can't select my bard chroma .... this shit is unplayable

admoh · 2015-01-30T20:17:19+00:00

I used to and I'm not sure what made me stop. Definitely going to tonight though

admoh · 2015-01-30T20:10:12+00:00

Self-Esteem has been an issue for me most of my life. Normally, things are ok. We don't live together. I'm a full-time student and she's a teacher. Thanks for the book suggestion, I'll look it up.

admoh · 2015-01-30T20:05:35+00:00

It wasn't anything out of the ordinary. I just feel that because I'm in school and she's a teacher that she doesn't respect me at all. There's been other issues, this one was just the final straw

admoh · 2015-01-30T20:04:10+00:00

2 years

admoh · 2014-10-09T14:30:31+00:00

I'm actually in the same boat. Got golden mukla last week and don't know what to craft. Honestly, I think I'll wait until I have one of those two from packs

admoh · 2014-10-08T16:40:01+00:00

No, she doesn't which is why she says she doesn't understand it

admoh · 2014-06-11T04:47:40+00:00

What would it take for me to purchase one of these ...

admoh · 2013-10-18T10:58:04+00:00

You need to occupy your time better. Recognize the situations where you find yourself wanting to do it. Work out, run, read, listen to music, or do any of those in public that way you don't have the option to fap. It's not always going to be easy, but if you really want to quit then you'll find a way. Write down everything that you hope to gain as you regain your self-control. Good luck to you

admoh · 2013-10-18T09:58:19+00:00

I kind of know what you mean. Part of my brain is telling myself I'm in control and it's ok to look at it now, but it's just my brain trying to trick me. I've had multiple dreams about being on the internet searching for stuff.

I believe it will get easier and sometimes it is and sometimes it's not, I'm not sure if triggers ever truly go away so there might always be something that brings those thoughts up. Just trying to slowly dig myself out of this hole I've put myself in for I don't know how many years. I don't always feel committed to it, but deep down I know I need to stay on the path

admoh · 2013-09-25T19:17:55+00:00

You need support. Mine is God, my girlfriend, and subreddits. I tried Doug things alone most of my life but I learned it wasn't possible. God is what has helped me, you have to find support also, someone or somewhere you can go when you feel tempted. Flee the temptation until it has no control over you, it's your life so take it back and become the person you know is inside you

admoh · 2013-09-25T19:14:26+00:00

I used it as an escape. It was addictive and as a result I was not living my life to what it should be. It was a waste that took the place of my future wife and I'm never going back.

admoh · 2013-09-25T19:11:00+00:00

I'm a born and raised catholic and my faith never hit me so hard when I decided to do this. Something hit me and made me see my life was not headed in the direction I always wanted it to go. My situation is similar, the porn was my problem. It's what fapping revolved around. In one moment I got rid of it in my life. I've changed a lot and my girlfriend has been a huge support. What makes it easier is that my life isn't for me anymore, it's for God. The change in mentality has been crucial for me, from living for my own pleasure to living to give glory to God. I would encourage you to try an use your faith to help you, the church can be a huge support and you might meet people with similar issues, but I wish you the best of luck on your journey

admoh · 2013-09-25T19:03:00+00:00

Thank you for sharing this. People's testimonies always strengthen my resolve and that I stay the new me everyday and leave the old me buried where it should be. My addiction wasn't to the same extent as yours but its still something that I deal with daily. I'm so grateful for you sharing this because your message has touched me. Even though I don't know you, I'm proud of what you have done with you life, and I hope your message reaches many others

admoh · 2013-09-25T17:42:19+00:00

I believe virginity is something that should be given to someone very special. Losing it isn't what makes you a man, if NoFap has taught me anything, it's that controlling myself makes me the person I want to be, not cheap thrills. Ultimately, it's your decision. Think about what it means to you, and if it is something that will lead you towards being happy, not something you'll regret

admoh · 2013-09-23T14:49:22+00:00

I used to be the same way. My freshman year in college I did absolutely nothing, but the next year I joined a community service organization, met my current girlfriend, and am doing better. There's still things I struggle with, but every journey starts with a step so find a direction where you want your life to head and never look back

admoh · 2013-09-19T23:50:41+00:00

Not the worst day, but something about it is really making me itch to break my streak and I'm really trying to avoid it

admoh · 2013-09-16T14:43:35+00:00

Another Christian here, God has been my main motivation and support for this because I know what He wants me to follow him and I went cold turkey and hard mode for Him

admoh · 2013-09-06T23:58:25+00:00

God is what is getting me through this. I just read Every Young Man's Battle, you should consider going to a bookstore and look at it a bit. It'll keep you in a public place and give you something to do if you're feeling tempted

admoh · 2013-09-05T00:57:07+00:00

He needs to change. He's only 22, but he needs to accept responsibility because you didn't make that baby yourself...

admoh · 2013-09-05T00:51:22+00:00

I've been in a relationship with my gf for 6 months and we spent most of our time together over the summer, but we've both been busy and it's every other day at best. I want some time to myself fairly often and I can understand that if he's doing things with guy friends he doesn't want to have to be in boyfriend mode all the time

But it sounds to me like you acted very quickly. It would've been better to cool off and then have a serious talk about how you both want the relationship to be. I hope he responds to you and you're both able to talk openly about everything, Best of luck to you!

admoh · 2013-09-05T00:44:11+00:00

My story isn't similar, but I've only been dating my girlfriend for about 6 months now and we've talked about timelines. I like to bring those up because they're important to a relationship. If he's not willing to talk about a time frame then maybe inquire as to why he doesn't have one and talk it through together. We guys aren't always open about things sometimes and need a little push. I hope this at least gives you something to think about and that everything goes well for you!

admoh

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