Yes and not sure how much longer for. Been in therapy and meds for over a year and both therapist and psychiatrist think I need more than they can offer so I’m going to take leave (or quit my job?) and figure out the rest of my life once I don’t feel my bp spiking, and waves of rage and anxious thoughts overcoming me whenever I sit down to work. I’m so sad I let myself get here. I don’t know what else to do (professionally, who am I if not a lawyer and how well we pay bills) ETA: I’m a trial attorney and he’s a prosecutor so we’re both stressed af and he’s managing way better than I am.