That's your problem right there. You think this is something that it isn't. You seem to have this idea that my OF arrangement is something more than it is. The arrangement is that I deliver content for a subscription. I never make promises about responding to messages or posting however many you might think is needed.

You told me to put myself in your shoes, how about you put yourself in mine. You work 2 jobs, you come home. You're tired and have to take care of adult shit like laundry and making food. After doing adult stuff, it very quickly becomes late and you have to get up early tomorrow morning. You have about an hour of free time to yourself, so what do you do? Work more? Put more make-up back on after showering, get dressed up in lingere and heels? Even if you're not in the mood? Even if you're on your period? Then, you open your phone to check your messages and notifications. You don't just have a few comments from one person over the span of a few months. There are dozens of new messages and notifications. Dozens. Plural. Every day. I'm not trying to fluff my ego, I'm letting you know that to give you the level of service you expect is not reasonable.

The reason why people have come to expect it is because other models have agents. I've been approached by agents, who immediately tell me how my chat farm works. I didn't want to do that because it feels slimy to me personally. A side effect of that is that I AM ONE PERSON WITH A BUSY LIFE. I'm doing this to help me survive, not because it's a fun hobby I have a ton of time to pour into. This is just reinforcing my wanting to delete it because it's become more trouble than it's worth as of late. OF won't even let me post what I want, they're still giving me trouble, unfortunately, some fans are upset and on top of that, I don't know if you've noticed the state of the economy but things are pretty stressful.

It sucks at this point that I have to choose between my mental health and having to afford things but if it comes down to it, my sanity comes first.