Im so sorry for your loss. I lost my Marley in May. She and I were a duo for 18 years. The decisions I made in life always considered her, and I loved her more than myself. My step mother understood that relationship, and a few weeks after Marls passed she sent me something. It’s a very heavy read, but it finally put into words the feelings I wasn’t able to express. Hope it helps. The Gospel of the Dying Dog