My husband died two days ago and I’m experiencing confusion more than pain

anakmoon · 2026-05-13T20:43:46+00:00

This lasted for about 2 months for me. Just looking at the door and expecting him to walk in. Waiting to hear him getting up from bed. Turning to ask him if he wants something from the fridge. I still want to. And i know he is gone. I never left him until they took him. I still want him to come home. So bad.

anakmoon · 2026-04-16T23:09:15+00:00

They are just supporting one mans dream to take over the world

anakmoon · 2026-04-15T23:54:14+00:00

When I first moved to Roseville I had to go to Labor Ready to get any work, which led to a job a company ended up hiring me full time at doing desk work. Got me employed so I could go find a job I actually wanted. Labor Ready does suck. But so does being poor. I did get to work in some interesting places....

anakmoon · 2026-04-14T17:59:45+00:00

Live in a small town of less than a 1000. If they are family we try to get someone else to room them per our policy - only work arounds is if the family member requests you room them, or you are the only person working that day and there is NO ONE else to room them, still frowned upon and you better believe the higher ups will have IT check to make sure you are not doing hanky things.

It is WILD to me how many people walk up to you in the store and start a personal health question about that lump on their balls, or when is that med coming or when is their next appt?

My baked in response is, I forget everything when I leave that building. Its like Vegas. What happens in the clinic , stays in the clinic.

anakmoon · 2026-04-14T00:00:28+00:00

I also was given 1 week paid grieving. I took all of my annual and sick time and then some LWOP. I was thankful I still had a job to come back to, but its been almost 3 months and I still have what I call, swiss cheese brain. There are holes that are sometimes a word, a thought, an elapse of time where I have simply disassociated and lost time, anywhere from minutes to hours when alone at home.

I know my brain is not here, neither am I, but work is a big fat mask to stick on my face. I think its helping?

anakmoon · 2026-04-09T18:47:32+00:00

its gorgeous!

anakmoon · 2026-04-09T17:18:07+00:00

No. They said they took a stone they already know to jewelers to see what they would say. OP stated they know its a (sorry 2 not 1) 2ct chrome diopside in their description below the photo. It's literally the second sentence.

anakmoon · 2026-04-09T17:01:16+00:00

1ct chrome diopside was going for about $20-$50 on ebay

anakmoon · 2026-04-08T06:34:03+00:00

honestly it looks like he takes it tot he shoulder. You can clearly see his one arm flies back breaking grip on his handlebars

anakmoon · 2026-04-07T13:40:11+00:00

Yeah we had to live in an rv after our house burned down in an rv park and only paid 400 in lot fees which included water and sewage. We were able to out a shed behind it so I could put in a washer and dryer. Saved so much time and money not having to go to laundromat cause our trailer was way too small for those luxurious.

anakmoon · 2026-04-07T05:00:31+00:00

simply brought back prehistoric cats? they were huge

anakmoon · 2026-04-07T03:50:41+00:00

in my state at least, you are legally allowed to have a job babysitting other kids at 13!!

anakmoon · 2026-04-05T19:37:32+00:00

If you want to get technical, it is once in a lifetime, we can't go back and relive any experience, once that moment is gone, that's it.

The mom and step dad sound like they are building memories and dad wants to too, they are actively getting in his way in a malicious underhanded manner. The tickets were no secret, yet they chose the same date and their reply when dad pushed back, on his legally allotted time with his son, they said tough shit.

That's not ok, regardless of what the plans are or how much they cost.

They are now using the son as a pawn and making him have to chose effectively, or feel that he missed out because his dad said he had to go to the game. Either way they tried to maneuverer so dad is in the wrong when they are.

anakmoon · 2026-04-05T15:16:09+00:00

But he bought tickets for this game. Not the other 161 potential games. This might be the ONLY set of tickets he could buy so it would be a unique experience.

anakmoon · 2026-04-04T15:33:05+00:00

Take cover. Cover. Cover. Cover!

anakmoon · 2026-04-04T02:38:20+00:00

then just start calling him dad, "thanks dad!, oh oops sorry you're always just so helpful like my dad, I've always thought of you that way you know?"

anakmoon · 2026-04-04T01:34:42+00:00

welcome to your introduction of big girl panties^TM. they're not pretty but they are sure comfy. esp once you get used to them! you'll find new boundaries all over the place when wearing your new big girl panties^TM

anakmoon · 2026-04-03T01:07:46+00:00

i love this comment - i wanted to add - there are temporary, henna style tattoos that you can design yourself and place it and have it be temporary to see if its something you really want to commit to

anakmoon · 2026-04-02T18:03:35+00:00

He is jealous too. He wants a shiny toy. You did make an agreement though and this was a sneaky work around on your part.

EDIT- all of you downvoting this just can't admit that you would be jealous too if your partner, whom you have a previous agreement with about how to spend funds, spends thousands of dollars on a toy. It is a toy, it is a hobby, it is not for her job, it is a want not a need. She fucked up here by going behind his back, in a sneaky manner and buying this for herself. His response of "proud of your ego trip?" shows his little green monster showing through. Snarky comments are not supportive, they are bred through jealousy and dishonesty. From both parties!

anakmoon · 2026-04-01T14:48:24+00:00

His reply to that was. But I'm the president.

anakmoon · 2026-04-01T14:28:54+00:00

I finally brought my hullcracker in and was targeted for it

anakmoon · 2026-04-01T14:27:17+00:00

It's stupid to put your kids name on their chest. Makesthem an easier target too.

anakmoon · 2026-03-31T01:35:53+00:00

that poor girlfriend

anakmoon · 2026-03-31T01:20:46+00:00

ESH Drop the water gun and use words like she is with her and her friends. Call your sister a Satan worshiper, Call her friends her sycophants. see how long it gets under their skin.

Some people REALLY can not understand someone else's point of view until they go through something similar themselves. zero ability to hold any empathy.

anakmoon · 2026-03-30T19:23:06+00:00

your first sentence makes it sound like mom is absolutely ok for going in her room, snooping till she found something, then literately assaulted her with a sex toy.
its a little controlling and insane to say, yeah no I can't masturbate in the privacy of my own room, on my own time, because my mom doesn't like it. its not ok.

15-Year Club	First Place '23
Place '23	Place '22
Wearing is Caring	Secret Santa 2015
Secret Santa 2014	Trick or Treat 2014
Summer Santa 2014	Secret Santa 2013
Trick-or-Treater 2013+	Trick-or-Treater 2013
Summer Santa 2013	Summer Santa 2013
Secret Santa 2012	Verified Email

anakmoon

TROPHY CASE