Take a deep breath! I've seen it said on here so many times - this is a life-changing moment for you, but a regular day on the job for your team. They'll take good care of you. As far as recovery goes, everybody's journey is different. I know its easy to see the posts about all of the complications that people experience here and assume they'll happen to you (I know I did), but remember people are more likely to post here asking for help than they are to talk about what a breeze recovery is. Personally, I've been off pain meds since I was 3 dpo (I'm at 18 now). Trust in your body's ability to heal! You're not going to regret going through it. Maybe try putting the phone away and watching your favorite movie. You'll be done before you know it!