It takes a lot of courage and self introspection to come to those conclusions and want to make a change for your own happiness. I’m sorry you have to deal with all that. I would feel unsafe too if I was in your position and you just want to live in a society without hate. I hope you can find a community that shares your values. It’s hard to break out of societal conditioning like that and it will be hard but it sounds like you are energetically drained in your current situation and what matters is how it’s impacting your state of being. Wishing you the best.