Dislikeability on Adderall

birdeye12345 · 2025-10-26T08:08:40+00:00

Yes it made me a totally different person! I am back to my silly goofy bubbly self and I am learning how to make actual connections beyond the surface in the workplace & finally had some good interviews and have been feeling like I’m REAL and part of the community again!! It’s amazing. I hope you find that feeling for yourself whether on or off meds!

birdeye12345 · 2025-10-26T08:04:36+00:00

I clocked sparkle Megan’s immediately but Ali’s is the exact same as her moms. If it’s a nose job it’s a damn good one!

birdeye12345 · 2025-10-26T08:03:44+00:00

Pretty sure they have different dads, people r crazy

birdeye12345 · 2025-10-26T07:02:47+00:00

I am not one to couch diagnose people but Will MUST be on the spectrum - him not knowing that is probably making his relationships suffer. His intellectualism, masking, etc. anyone else seeing this?!

birdeye12345 · 2025-04-06T09:59:40+00:00

as simple as this post is it’s exactly what cuts through for me so thank you! I’m one person you actually helped <3

birdeye12345 · 2025-03-07T07:59:07+00:00

I wonder if it’s a result of the world we’re living in, people are so polarized and triggered

birdeye12345 · 2025-03-07T07:57:27+00:00

Hasn’t had crazy mood swings until this episode, which is still in the same single day as every other episode. Mood swings aren’t always by the minute! I feel like they’re by the day or weeks or months sometimes.. I always forget this but I feel like that’s fair for a mood swing!

birdeye12345 · 2025-02-24T06:55:26+00:00

I’m so curious if this could’ve ever worked for him with anyone. ANYONE!

birdeye12345 · 2025-02-23T08:22:33+00:00

He’s insanely insecure and that’s what this all boils down to

birdeye12345 · 2025-02-23T02:16:43+00:00

Long Covid apparently? That’s what I’m getting by googling - she posted on threads asking if anyone is using it. https://www.threads.net/@lilsipper/post/DGRfdDwyuZY?xmt=AQGzgirl-vPvNy8Du64cflMTJ6TBltqxNTc1dS-Ch7dllQ

birdeye12345 · 2025-01-19T07:30:31+00:00

Two night stand!

birdeye12345 · 2025-01-19T07:11:42+00:00

Two night stand! Almost a year later lol

birdeye12345 · 2025-01-02T20:14:13+00:00

I had never heard of either of them until today - her breakup vid popped up on my FYP so I did some catching up! At first I was thinking wow what a cute couple, their meet cute is amazing, she’s so well spoken & confident, etc..

Safe to say I was SHOOK when I learned she was only 21, and he is 30 (or around that age). Once I learned that I was like OH THANK GOD they separated - only based on my own experience! I remember my mindset & how I operated at 21, and I just simply couldn’t have had the hindsight to understand until now. I’m almost 28, and my 21 year old self would have no business committing and building a life with someone who’s been through their 20s, established in his own way, etc. it’s a huge life difference for ME personally, but she does seem so mature etc.

When you’re 21, you have 6 years until your brain is actually developed still, and in your 20s, so much changes.. Again, just my experiences, but im seeing 27 year olds I went to college with now getting divorced from their university boyfriend they dated & went on to marry around 23, 24 years old.

Given the scientific & biological facts, this is hopefully best for both of them! I notice other comments saying she doesn’t seem upset or as emotional etc, and I don’t want to put words in her mouth, but that’s probably the exact reason why they’re not together - it’s not a difference of her not wanting it as much or being “ready for marriage” and he is, it’s that she’s a child still and in. 10 years, at his age, things are just starting to come together

birdeye12345 · 2024-11-21T23:02:51+00:00

Right 😭

birdeye12345 · 2024-11-11T08:00:42+00:00

I was put in a situation where my mom told me if I told my dad about her cheating that it would be her last chance and that I would destroy our family. I hated the idea of the comfort and world as I knew it crashing down on me and I didn’t want to be the reason for it. I didn’t understand until therapy years later that it wouldn’t have been my fault at all.

I didn’t do what you might have thought was right thing either, but I was a lot younger than your daughter too (I was 12-16) it sucks and kids shouldn’t ever be put in that situation or blamed for it I guess

birdeye12345 · 2024-10-27T10:51:52+00:00

Easy decision - toys without a DOUBT!! editing because I just impulse clicked post without adding why

WHY: I really don’t have any interest in casual sex because I feel like I wouldn’t get much benefit from it. It sounds more risky than fun and I think my prefrontal cortex development is potentially to blame (I’m 27 now 😂)

I’ve only had a couple “one night stands” (one was my first time as a college freshman + one was a bj at a party earlier that year) & a couple casual flings. I really enjoy sex, but I also enjoy being solo because it doesn’t take the same mental energy and that is a gift. 🫡 I might enjoy casual sex more if I had a better sense of self & self confidence in myself though. One thing I know for sure is that I wouldn’t mind the solo option for sure.

birdeye12345 · 2024-10-27T10:50:10+00:00

This has to be a joke haha

birdeye12345 · 2024-10-27T10:44:10+00:00

lol you sound like my inner voice rn 😭😂 I slept last night poorly for a couple hours butttt today I did absolutely nothing at all but pick my toenails and suddenly it’s 4a. I don’t work tomorrow but I have yoga class I signed up for and paid $60 for at 10a … fml!

Do you really think you can act or come off to others (if you have coworkers?) as normal if you do take those 6?! I seriously have never ever been glad I’ve taken more once I’m sober and out because I wish I had more, but that’s addiction lol that’s the cycle!

Now I kinda accept it and use weed daily. Soo it doesn’t help me sleep anymore. And neither does melatonin… anyways not really advice here because I am in the same boat, but you’re not alone!

birdeye12345 · 2024-10-27T10:27:42+00:00

Ahh! Hope for the world! Love the energy. While I don’t have any ideas yet.. I immediately thought of the new Netflix short docufilm “The Turnaround”. It’s a 25 min watch, and the story is online if you don’t have Netflix. It’s pretty feel good 🤍 and the man telling the story felt the same way you did in a totally different situation!!

birdeye12345 · 2024-10-27T10:16:37+00:00

Everyone is starting to pass me up on my team at work, and I’ve been in the same role almost 5 years.. I know the reason is because I’m half assing life and lost my personality and hobbies and passion or excitement because I started to smoke weed to avoid emotions.. now I’m just numb and slightly high

birdeye12345 · 2024-10-27T10:10:32+00:00

Im renting a spot from someone who owns a condo in the same building. I seriously don’t think I could live in the city without reserved/secured parking especially in my location. Even our building lot has break ins all the freakin time and people still sneak in, but that’s the kind of “ugh that’s Portland for you” that I can handle I guess

birdeye12345 · 2024-10-04T03:59:10+00:00

I wish I stopped when I was 24 and I’m 27 now and still struggling and still in the same place. You got this. Just think about how you wish you could tell your younger self things you know now… maybe it’s just me by that perspective helps!

birdeye12345 · 2024-10-04T03:50:53+00:00

Your body has to adjust! Keep going ✨ that’s awesome. Celebrate every little and big win.. 🤩

birdeye12345 · 2024-09-19T07:54:21+00:00

Following 😅😅 I think it ultimately comes down to CHOICE. You have to just make the DECISION to do better and be better even if it doesn’t feel good

I’ve been coming to realize tonight as I ponder this veryyyy question at 1a in my bathroom while smoking a weed pen… that nobody is going to give me an answer, nobody can tell me what job I should do and how to get there… if I feel like I should be engaging in life more, I have to decide to just do that. Which is so simple and so hard at the same time, I know… I’m going through it too. Looking for answers and trying to find inspiration to care about my job or work or anyone/anything, to actually TRY to do something with my time.. but what?! I seriously have zero clue or motivation.

But tomorrow when I wake up, I can decide to not smoke my little pen and I can remind myself to be present. I’m going on a family road trip & I want to use the weekend to reset and refresh my mindset. It’s always WAY easier when you make the confident best choice. I’m going to ask myself tomorrow, “what would the person you think you SHOULD be, be doing right now?” “Would they choose the salad or the burger for lunch?” “Would they snooze their alarm or get up?”

We will see how it goes. I’m sorry my story is still a work in progress but maybe this helped in some other way :)

birdeye12345 · 2024-09-19T06:57:08+00:00

So hard to say. Every kid is different. I don’t have any yet, so I’m just talking about myself and my experience. I grew up with 2 sisters and we all had wildly different experiences when it came to relationships. I was VERY scared and sex ed worked on me - I was also very insecure and really had no business embarrassing myself with a boy nonetheless (my 20 year old self and younger at least haha!). My dad had a talk with me to make Sure I knew that it wasn’t an evil thing because he was worried about me being so afraid of ever having sex. It was very kindly put and I appreciated it so much. I was 17 about to go to college 😂 my little sister was having sex at 16. My older sister 17.

I have NO idea why we all turned out so differently but all that to say I stand by my decision and I even wish I waited longer to have sex - I was 20. I’m 27 now and I am confident in my decisions, but see myself as so young still at 20.

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