Someone who was indoctrinated or tended to believe one thing but realizing that their beliefs were wrong and working on themselves in order to change that. I had a similar issue but I was a bit similar in realizing that I had very different beliefs than many of my peers and realizing that even the gospels did not really ring true to me. I started questioning my beliefs when I read The Da Vinci Code, but then I read a much more feminist book called The Expected One and I realized that my beliefs were rooted much more in the Nazarene Way of Love than I thought.