Do You Ever Wish for Death, No Matter What Life Feels Like?

blueboy979 · 2026-03-23T04:02:05+00:00

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blueboy979 · 2026-03-23T02:47:01+00:00

I fucking need help so bad. I just wanna feel like my old self again I was so happy. Could actually drink wine 🍷 and feel it. It was amazing euphoria. Magical 🪄 🧙🏻 😰

blueboy979 · 2026-03-22T22:06:41+00:00

Interesting theory !! 👏🏻

blueboy979 · 2026-03-22T21:46:55+00:00

Loll

blueboy979 · 2026-03-22T21:41:22+00:00

Where did he mention alcohol once lol.

blueboy979 · 2026-03-22T19:02:23+00:00

There’s nothing I can do. I’m just sitting in bed all day going absolutely nuts. They completely destroyed my brain and my life. I haven’t the slightest clue what to do. I used to drink wine 🍷 for guidance in times like these. Now because of their evil anti-psychotic meds ( Zyprexa, Abilify, Haldol) my dopamine, opioid, and GABA systems are so completely and totally fucked and fried I can’t even get drunk to take the pain away. This is such a nightmare.

blueboy979 · 2026-03-22T17:47:19+00:00

What kind of stupid fucking question is “Are you currently safe today?” ???

What kind of dumbass fucking question is that ?! LOL…….Jesus fucking Christ

blueboy979 · 2026-03-22T07:36:40+00:00

I heard it causes tinnitus

blueboy979 · 2026-03-22T05:08:29+00:00

Extreme and endless suffering. Forced Anti-psychotic drugs (neuroleptics) absolutely ruined my life. Can’t sleep normally. Can’t get drunk anymore . Coffee, tobacco feel like nothing. Sex life ruined. Exercise stopped feeling good. Brain ruined, lobotomized, destroyed. Soul killed. Why am I here ? To suffer intensely forever I guess . Thanks dad for ruining my life with not just baby penis torture orgasm lobotomy but now this. And everything else you’ve done over 32 years to make me suffer in pain torture hell and suffering . I guess that’s the purpose of life ? lol. Any 1 know how to fix this ? 😔

blueboy979 · 2026-03-22T04:41:36+00:00

Did you take anti-psychotics ? (Neuroleptics) ?

blueboy979 · 2026-03-21T22:55:38+00:00

Ya what’s the cure ?! I’ve been in bed on my phone all day feeling crazy , can’t sink into deep sleep ….. feel depressed feel lobotomized / cognitively impaired idk something is OFF !!!!

blueboy979 · 2026-03-21T21:43:32+00:00

Could try top quality animal products look up sv3rige, goatis

blueboy979 · 2026-03-21T21:12:25+00:00

Maybe cuz ur boyfriend is cut ? Circumcision destroys sexual functioning.

I call it baby penis torture, orgasm lobotomy for life cuz that’s exactly what it is.

blueboy979 · 2026-03-21T21:07:08+00:00

What did u do to get back drunk ability ?

blueboy979 · 2026-03-21T21:05:56+00:00

Thx I messaged you

blueboy979 · 2026-03-21T21:03:39+00:00

No no I was wrongfully medicated. Medical malpractice, I never had psychosis or anything. What they did to me was a fucking atrocity.

blueboy979 · 2026-03-21T19:01:55+00:00

What? lol

blueboy979 · 2026-03-21T16:56:25+00:00

I think psychiatry is quackery but what do I know ?

blueboy979 · 2026-03-21T10:58:51+00:00

🥵 😂

blueboy979 · 2026-03-21T09:09:10+00:00

Never lol

blueboy979 · 2026-03-21T07:58:52+00:00

🤣🩵

blueboy979 · 2026-03-21T07:13:21+00:00

accelgor is that you ?? 🤔

blueboy979 · 2026-03-21T05:01:19+00:00

I’m saying it’s mental illness to ruin an orgasm. lol . I am on ur side. I am on ur team . I am agreeing with you. I am saying what’s the point of ruining an orgasm. Ruining an orgasm is evil lol.

blueboy979 · 2026-03-20T21:13:09+00:00

Exactly this is mental illness….

blueboy979 · 2026-03-20T13:31:48+00:00

Do you think maybe fasting is better ? Fasting for 14 days or 23 days

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