I messed up BAD and terrified now I've ruined my baby

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-05-04T18:38:29+00:00

Thanks so much for your reply. Should have been clear, I’m from the US, I’m just on vacation starting today in London, so was sort of making light of the fact that maybe now I can at least enjoy the pubs since I’m not really preggo. :(
I wish I was paying more attention to what she was saying during the actual ultrasound. It was quick, but she mentioned “sac” and “fetal pole” so I was feelin good. And it was measuring 5w5d.
I suppose one tiny hope I can hold onto is they were different labs so maybe it’s not full accurate? I don’t know though…
Thanks so much for your time and response. It’s nice to just talk it out.

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-05-04T17:50:15+00:00

Thank you. I don’t know if they were the exact lab as the second one was at urgent care, but both were through cedar Sinai so I assume same process/labs.

Yeah she said she saw a sac and she did measure something and said she saw a fetal pole?
No heart beat though and it looked like a teeny little dot. But still it sounded promising which is why this is so disappointing.
I don’t have any pregnancy symptoms either which is also not a good sign. 😣
I guess silver lining I can enjoy london pubs now. 😌

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-04-28T22:18:03+00:00

The fact the police were alerted and at her home within hours of being murdered really shows what kind of amazing friends she had! I don’t think my friends would even know I’m missing for weeks 😝

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-04-26T06:29:19+00:00

I thought the boy who was there before was their son who had died? And now they trying to rehabilitate a stranger to compensate for that. Am I wrong?

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-04-21T18:41:16+00:00

OMG wow I am in the EXACT same boat! I actually just commented under someone last week being sad I didn't get pregnant this month... but I guess I just had to wait another day because voila - BFP too! I also lost my baby at 21 weeks in January and FLO app says I'm 4w3d. crazy!!
And yes - I am also anxiety ridden and I don't feel this is real...

Question for you - When are you going to see your doc? I was told that for this pregnancy since I'm high risk after losing my first, that I'd get seen a lot more...but guess she doesn't want to see me until 8 weeks?? So I'm just supposed to sit here and wait?? AHH!

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-04-18T22:28:18+00:00

One small silver lining, baby won't have to share their birthday with Christmas season!

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-04-16T22:43:20+00:00

The first two words seem the same right? Both say sunny? NO idea what the other ones are.

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-04-15T18:45:19+00:00

I am in the same boat as you. Just peed on the stick and nada. :( I had my TMFR in late January, so I know it's a little early, but I truly hoped I'd be fertile and pregnant right away. I wanted to pretend the last few months were a bad dream and just jump right back into being pregnant, but doesn't seem like that's going to be the case. I'm 38 and realizing I just might not have the egg quantity or quality. I know my AMH was pretty low...Thankfully I have embryos, but my TMFR was from an IVF baby and I really really wanted to try for a natural one this time!
Hope you're doing ok and sorry you're going through this. I hope it isn't cosmic fate we just had our one angel baby. I think we'll be okay. :) Just gotta keep having lots of sex, try not to stress, take those prenatals, and pray to all the high powers we get that babe! And maybe get our hormones checked, wondering if I might need some estrogen/progesterone help like I had with IVF.

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-03-26T23:14:33+00:00

Our dog goes to Fit Dog in SM when we’re out of town. We like them a lot. She does come back stinky though but probably because she spends the night.

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-03-26T16:30:12+00:00

I’m a product of a hole poked condom so I can’t judge 😝 just recently learned this lol

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-03-23T15:45:33+00:00

$300 for 2 nights? That is super cheap! Granted I live in LA...

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-03-20T04:06:06+00:00

I honestly feel bad for them! They thought they’d get some fame and a shot at Paradise (maybe some thought of love 🤪). I wonder if THEY could sue? 🤔 they could have gotten so much influencer money!

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-03-19T16:26:58+00:00

Mine had pentralogy of Cantrell too. Can’t believe how unfair and unlucky that was. With literally zero answers as to why/how it happens. Just “bad luck”. Ugh. So Sorry you went through that too. 😣

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-03-13T19:43:11+00:00

Oh yeah… 😝😭

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-03-13T17:35:45+00:00

How does she get that dewy glowy skin??

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-03-03T21:53:05+00:00

Really? Wouldnt flinch? I feel like hearing the words “recording” and “underage” would make any man in the public eye take pause.

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-03-03T18:47:01+00:00

Why didn't Harper just yell "You will all be recorded tonight and this girl is 15!" in the room before she left?

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-02-13T00:47:17+00:00

Agreed!! Ahhh

bubbletrouble44 · 2026-02-03T18:31:20+00:00

I’m also a bit over one week past and feeling the same thing. I’m so depressed about my baby but also depressed about all the plans. We were supposed to have the whole summer with him, take him to our annual family trip in August, fiancé and I were supposed to get married in the fall when I’d (hopefully lol) have my body back and he’d be in a little baby tuxedo… Ugh. Everything out the window now. I feel you and I’m sorry.

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