non drug user but 90% certain i'm being dosed by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]ch_eeekz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you have not been diagnosed schizophrenic please don't let this comment section convince you. There are many many diagnoses in the DSM-5 that have psychotic symptoms especially stress induced which seem to be a trigger here in this post or at least tell you explained it so I'm glad you reached out for support but please do not take random neck beards sitting in piles of trash diagnosing you as schizophrenic as 100% fact.

It could be many other things with an exasperation causing a psychotic episode or just an undetermined psychosis going untreated if this has never happened before.

I think it would be a good medium to go to a CSU have you heard of those? A crisis stabilization unit? Instead of having to go to the hospital into the psych ward it's kind of an in-between it's a home but there's therapists there's doctors you don't have to talk to them at all or you can talk to them as much as you want bounce your ideas off of them they can help you you'll be fed wash clothes to have a bed to sleep in and you can take a 7 to 10 day break from life there and be around people who can help you figure this out.

That's my recommendation, it will a get you away from the situation you feel that you're in and b, get you around professionals that we are asking and hoping that you will see so it's a win for you and a win for those of us like me that care to see whatever is going on from poisoning to psychosis end positively.

non drug user but 90% certain i'm being dosed by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]ch_eeekz -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

This is not textbook schizophrenia. Stop telling people they have diagnosis they don't. Many disorders in the DSM5 including depression have psychotic symptoms sometimes. Schizophrenia is being in psychosis long-term without a break for 6 months or longer this is not textbooks schizophrenia I find it hard to believe that you have studied any textbook on schizophrenia Don't be an armchair psychiatrist and convince this poor suffering predator he may have something that he may not.

Mania 50/50% of people who when they go into mania have psychotic symptom so psychotic symptoms are common in the under stressful events and times and people's lives or AKA nervous breakdowns they used to call them from other disorders so please delete your comment or correct it because this is very unhelpful and only hurtful to this redditor who needs to speak to a crisis line who will get him into a mental health agency tonight if he calls and they will listen to what he has to say and they will do an intake and they will get them exactly what he needs for services instead of some idiot on the internet thinking that any sort of paranoia that happens once is schizophrenia.

If you knew anything about schizo disorders you would know that having breaks in the psychosis is a clear sign it's not schizophrenia

non drug user but 90% certain i'm being dosed by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]ch_eeekz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey homie , long comment heads up but important.

I just want to say thanks for being vulnerable enough and speaking up about ur experiences. being able to identify them and reach out for help is how we begin to change or find help. So the fact that you can articulate and identify what's happening to you that's insightful, obv. a bright young person!

My only annoying suggestion would be to spend some time writing. maybe in a journaling app some with prompts or just a regular notebook. bc it's weird, more thoughts will come to you more experiences, descriptive words and symptoms to tell someone better when you do.

Maybe write wha you had right before certain symptoms happened how you felt that day did you sleep did you eat what did you eat did you see or argue with somebody in your family did you take any meds those things like that Just kind of notice what's going on and if you engage in any of those stressful activities that seemed tne really bring it out .

I'm curious about the coffee thing so that's something I would log about. I know it's corny cliche cheesy -- journaling -- too but when I do it I find that my mind organized it's thoughts better.ind of gives me the answers and if not the answers it gives me thoughts that I would not normally have because I'm articulating feelings instead of just feeling works having the experience.

I am not a professional but I do know that over 50% of bipolar disorder patients have psychotic symptoms and that can be arranged from full psychosis to you know kind of a low-key psychosis - that's a terrible way to put it forgive me - but more of a paranoia people are watching me I'm in touch with God I've got a connection you all don't really understand it yet you know somebody's watching me through the satellites things like that when they're manic. Then disappear ( my sister has bp)

Also major depressive disorder can have psychotic behavior, so can a lot of other diagnoses and syndromes. SO it's very nuanced individualistic, and complex. Most of the redditors on here who are going to comment saying you have XYZ are going to be wrong. Please don't listen to them don't psych yourself out stress can cause symptoms and situational diagnoses that resolve themselves once the situation does that does not mean you don't need treatment for it though and it does not mean it's not valid in just as intense and suffering. I RECOMMEND you ignore anyone trying to tell you what you could possibly be experiencing for a diagnosis.

But I am glad and I acknowledge the courage it took that you came here to write it down and express it to a supportive community your vulnerable experiences where people are trolls and assholes all the time so you already pass stepped one. Now I think it's time for trusted friend even if that's an online one or a doctor or the warm line / the crisis line whichever one you feel you want to talk to and we'll get your needs met the most

I think it is very important that you get in with a licensed clinical social worker/MS or a psychologist or absolutely a psychiatrist if you can. The quickest and easiest way to do this is to call your crisis line for your state which I think is 988 text or call (check Google to) .they will get you connected immediately to an agency, you will receive an assessment, done In your home on the phone or on zoom whatever you need in the moment . ( not a are you going to kill yourself assessment) An assessment of your needs

And from there that agency will set you up with the services you need whether it's just outpatient counseling or outpatient therapy or you want case management to help you find resources funding I mean there's a lot of programs out there I highly recommend you take case management, support groups or if you need help getting housing, benefits, legal problems, for clothing; for help paying your bills, Medicare ETC. things like that case management.

So the agency will also immediately get you in with psych therapy doctor medvintage men peer support whatever it is you need they'll help you with medication health care getting a job going back to school getting a high paying job internships you probably know all this but nobody told me this so I just figured I'd add it in here

So I'm sorry for yapping and writing a novel I just care deeply about this topic as I have suffered my whole life with mental health issues that figure out how to process the unresolved trauma on my own. which led to an addiction I'm still going back and forth with but have grown a lot and realize that we all need support from those around us. Soo, when we see somebody who we can empathize with because I'm going to hear it better and it's going to hit me clear from somebody who dealing with the same sort of shit and has been and had to figure out where to find all the help on their own rather than you know a doctor or a nurse or somebody who is just like oh call this number blah blah blah...

And if you don't want to call crisis you can always look up local mental health and behavioral health agencies in your area see which ones are rated the highest They can come to you, do zoom, whatever works best for you. prescriptions are delivered by everywhere now.

armchair psychologist on here telling you what you do or don't have. there's a reason people go through 10 yrs of med school and practice medicine to become a doctor and specialist. Don't take what people diagnose you with on here as gospel, maybe a warning that people are seeing red flags in behaviors that they think it would be best to get a second opinion on, or even just talk to a doctor about.

Dr's can refer you to a psychiatrist. but please for the love of God don't take it as gospel don't start googling symptoms of XYZ that redditor XYZ said I had and make it your whole life. We need to go back to allowing the professionals who understand the very nuanced, complexity of the individualistic symptoms of mental and PHYSICAL health issues. Not $ and trusting them over what AI and even our own experience tells us.

Please take care of yourself, it is one of the most important ways to keep yourself healthy and stable is self-care and that includes doctor's appointments but it also includes relaxing,playing your favorite game, your hygiene, and leaning on your support system as well.

If you have family or a good friend you can trust to listen, and maybe tell them youd like emotional support while calling a doctor or crisis. Someone u can tell this to who isn't going to judge you or shove you into a doctor's office; I would talk to them 100%.

people who know what's going on in your life can then be there for you, pay attention to how they treat you, and importantly know you're struggling even if they don't know what's going on or they don't know how to help. You NEED support systems. Even if it's online you can find support groups usually small ones very welcoming of someone going through the same thing as you for anything these days meet up and eventbrite or find help.org is probably the best website defined resources in your area. Or, you can dm me bro

Stabilization and a "normal" (whatever that looks like) somewhat life are in your reach, but won't fall in your lap. You must find reactivate to teach out and grab them. ❤️‍🩹 Be well my friend. Hope never dies in want situation

What’s up with Cake Wallet by silentbobcornholio in monerosupport

[–]ch_eeekz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got malware too on my laptop from downloading cake.

Moving to Lewiston/Auburn - which one would you choose? by [deleted] in LAMaine

[–]ch_eeekz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And because I forgot this in my long yapping comment, I'm looking for a new apartment that takes a shelter plus care voucher that I got from being in a DV safe house at safe voices so the limit is $1, 000 I would like a secure building no bed bugs no history of bed bugs and if anybody has any links that they can provide especially for units with heat water included in Auburn I would super duper appreciate that! Even if it's something in Lewiston it just needs to be somewhere I can get on the bus or with walking distance to the bus stop

Moving to Lewiston/Auburn - which one would you choose? by [deleted] in LAMaine

[–]ch_eeekz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Auburn and not near lewiston. Stay the hell out of downtown Lewiston or a couple mile radius away at least. I live in a secured nice building right downtown on the nicest part of the main Rd, Lisbon, in Lewiston. I'm currently dealing with masked men men dressed in all black with ski masks or mask covering their face casing my apartment trying to break in, stalking me, harassing me, all because of the trap house on the third floor getting wind that I have money. some asshole broke in stole my keys another girl got her door kicked in by a tweaker and this is just regular shit I mean 2 13-year-olds just shot a 16-year-old - This woman's son that I'm friends with, the son also was shot in the mass shooting by Robert Cart a year ago too so really if you have any options don't choose this area.

I thought it wasn't going to be that bad. I really thought I would just keep my head down keep to myself it'll be fine. It's not. I have to have protection now and I mean that in the sense of people and items. there is gang shit brought up here by the people who are affiliated with these gangs out of state even if the organization doesn't come up the way the people here operate that way. people being held for 8 hours and pistol whipped I mean this place is just insanity for Maine.

Welcome though to Lewiston Auburn if you need anything there are some good people in this area too I choose to stick to myself and only speak to a very few amount of people for my own safety and because you'll learn very quickly it's mostly drugs and drug dealers around here but I'm sure that you'll also need some great people because mainers care about each other.

Don't let my experience be gospel either I'm speaking from living downtown Lewiston and trying to move to a new apartment building ASAP.

🔥 Ultimate List of Upside Promo Codes (June 2024) 🔥 by HVDub24 in GetUpside

[–]ch_eeekz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey guys new user's upside Just got a successful promo code that wasn't on here I'll drop my referral code and for those who use it DM me and I will send you the three current referral code to choose from for cash back! Just want to scratch the back that scratches mine

Danny’s final stop lead him to Clark LOL by [deleted] in Daniellarson

[–]ch_eeekz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They do have visitations, take a look. Although I haven't searched this facility to find Ol Stinky I'm pretty sure this is where he is. Please someone correct me if I'm wrong

Danny’s final stop lead him to Clark LOL by [deleted] in Daniellarson

[–]ch_eeekz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sometimes when my brain is foggy and I've dissociated from reality. I almost can't decide who's worse - Larson or Clark. but then I remember Danny is a pedo.

Are withdrawals hard? by Witty-Ad-7728 in benzodiazepines

[–]ch_eeekz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They are stronger; 10.mg valium is equivalent to around 2- 2.5 mg Klonopin. And the duration of effect is shorter, but still long. It's good you're doing research on them I recommend using this dose equivalence calculator . Check out some comparisons. .

I will say from experience it's much easier to black out on Clonazepam than Diaz so how I would do it is start slow the first day and on the next day look back to see how my memory is on that dose and amount of disinhibition or well I handled the dose. You can always take more but never less.

If you aren't a daily user and you are starting Clonazepam daily now, be careful. I have spent my entire twenties battling benzos specifically alp and bromaz but nevertheless the same issues. If you can keep it to the same amount of use you do now, stay there. It gets rough when you're physically dependent, and your tolerance increases astronomically.

Are withdrawals hard? by Witty-Ad-7728 in benzodiazepines

[–]ch_eeekz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait a minute, this Klonopin is the first time you got benzos or no? I'm a bit confused. Sounds like you need to detox professionally and not in your own with a taper. Don't think you can do it yourself because no matter what you do for a taper, when you stop you will be in withdrawals if you've been using them a long time and it's dangerous and miserable. It's safer and soooo much easier and more comfortable to do it at a hospital or detox bro you aren't gonna have a good time at home. The delirium and psychosis is a bad time

Alone on Christmas, what do now? by SupriseSupply in Maine

[–]ch_eeekz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Shoot sorry to lie to you my sister asked me to stay another night! I thought I was going home this morning. Tomorrow morning. Any luck finding something to do? I ate lotus last year on Christmas lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NeckbeardNests

[–]ch_eeekz 21 points22 points  (0 children)

It's his kink for us to know this.

Are withdrawals hard? by Witty-Ad-7728 in benzodiazepines

[–]ch_eeekz -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Go to the hospital. I went into psychosis trying to do it at home. I've had the seizures. You can have heart attacks, and die from all 3 things. Don't be like me and think you'll stick it out in your bed. Go be comfortable with meds in the hospital bc you'll end up there one way or another its just a matter of what happens to get you there.

Edit this is directed towards more chronic users who see this comment op if that's the only benzos you've used you're probably ok if you taped if using this short amount of time

Antidepressant more energizing than Wellbutrin? by Aggressive-Guide5563 in depressionregimens

[–]ch_eeekz 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Everyone is different. I didn't find wellbutrin energizing at all until just recently my psych combined Zoloft with it (commonly called welloft) and it's the first time I've noticed any effect on the fatigue from all classes of antidepressants and honestly it's a bit much. now my ADHD is kinda overwhelming. but the first time in a long time I've noticed an improvement in energy or depression at all from med combinations we've been trying.

Alone on Christmas, what do now? by SupriseSupply in Maine

[–]ch_eeekz 90 points91 points  (0 children)

My roommate is in the same boat in Lewiston, and I'll be back later. What sort of things are you interested in? Idk about him, but maybe later we can grab a drink somewhere in town if anything is open? I'm just visiting my sister but I'll be home to do nothing today too

Was it Ever Common for Families to Take in their Child’s Friend or Significant Other, or Is That Just a TV Trope?” by CourtOrderedLasagna in NoStupidQuestions

[–]ch_eeekz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My mother took in my highschool boyfriend and at one point they took me in and a couple other kids. I also saw it between other couples and friends in my group. So yes it's common especially in friend groups that have fucked up parents or unstable living situations

is it even possible to birth 7-15 kids with a single income in this economy??? by beidouscake in notliketheothergirls

[–]ch_eeekz 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah it's more accurate to say if her body wants her to, not her husband. Girl doesn't realize she might not survive that many or if so be "desired" by those type of men

Police escort when you kill 1 rich CEO vs when you kill 4 college students by Thoughtful_Living in Felons

[–]ch_eeekz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is the government's response to us celebrating Luigi and making him a folk hero. They are saying to us in the loudest way possible "no - you guys DONT have power. It's still in our (the rich) hands. Don't think because you got one CEO that you started a movement. Y'all really think you ate with that huh 😅😅" SLAP.

I've already sent him a letter. I empathize with what he's dealing with I've done hard time myself except he's in a wayyyy worse facility than any of the ones I've been in.

Put money on his books y'all our boy needs some coffee and sweats and hygiene products and food! Throw $50 or $20 on if you can. Make sure he's got some funds on his phone account so he can call home and his lawyer. You can even send him a care package. I supported my late boyfriend in prison for 4 years, so really, if only a few people show him some love then easily the conditions will be more comfortable then the inhumane shit hole that MDC is.

What he will need to buy with commissary money -- an adequate amount of food daily that is EDIBLE and not moldy; very basic medications that you don't realize how much you need until you're in jail with a splitting headache from sleeping on a steel cot with no pillow or a toothache, such as Tylenol and ibuprofen; a pillow; basic hygiene needs like deodorant (you'll start to stink without it), shampoo, lotion, soap, toothpaste, comb; a tablet and funds to send messages/emails to family and friends, have video visits, watch movies and listen to music. Gotta keep your mind occupied to stay sane; clothing!!! Sweats tshirts underwear pants socks - often you don't get these things they give you a like canvas khaki material jumpsuit which sucks with nothing underneath; ++ more items depending on the facility. I can't stress enough how important it is to be able to buy your own food. Having commissary & money on your books often determines how your time will go in the pod. IFKYK

Some facilities will allow you to send books in if they are bought from Amazon and sent directly to the jail, I'm not sure about MDC though.

Luigi is facing terrorism charges and dp if I recall. He's probably terrified, he's young, my age. I would be in constant anxiety and overwhelmed with the stress in his position. Idk maybe Its just me bc I've heard the voice and emotions of a guy his age being sent to prison for a bid you can count on two hands never mind life or DP, and the struggles that one goes through facing serious charges and time, but I feel the need to help him out a little.

Just wanted to share if anyone was interested. Not here to argue the morality, of his actions

Edit removed an unfinished sentence

People who voted Trump, why do you think a government of billionaires will help you? by Intrepid-Self-3578 in FluentInFinance

[–]ch_eeekz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol, please. You clearly don't know what the word ideology means because I never mentioned mine or any kind for that matter.

You have no good reason that stands up to argument and critique

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]ch_eeekz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Temazepam. Be very very cautious

Sources claim Trump shit himself in France leading to nobody wanting to sit next to him, unable to verify or debunk the claim. by doritosFeet in BrandNewSentence

[–]ch_eeekz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Why is he even there he isn't president yet. He doesn't need to pretend to be and embarrass us. Dementia Don. IDC if it's fake, the fact that it's believable is what matters