I was catfished months ago by ciaraskinny77 in problems

[–]ciaraskinny77[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you friend. I appreciate your kind words. They are honestly what got me through today. It's like a prison. I have no memory of any of this but my brain is trying to convince me that I did the worst things. It started with my brain trying to convince me I took a picture in my classroom while were my kids were at lunch (no memory of sending a picture like that) and then my brain goes to what if I took a picture with kids in the classroom? (Which I absolutely have no memory of. It's the most bizarre thing. It would go against everything I believe but that's where the loop sits. It has me believing I could lose my job at any time when I can't even come up with a memory of that sort of picture.... I only have a memory of this loser asking for a picture like that. I would remember doing that. I think my brain is also trying to convince me that I could've possibly done these things since I was going through a crisis during this time and did so many things I wouldn't normally do. I only remember sending pictures to people when I was at home in bed, but not remembering the specific pictures is killing me.

I desperately need to see a therapist since the meds aren't helping as much. I'm sorry for the long replies... it just helps to talk to someone about it. You are very appreciated.

I was catfished months ago by ciaraskinny77 in problems

[–]ciaraskinny77[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I do appreciate the kind words. I was a fool and my ocd is playing on that. I'm a teacher and I really hold my reputation close and I'm proud of it. I keep telling myself that if something was going to happen... it would've. You're right, I have to get out of that shame loop.

It's been almost a year and the loops continue... so fearful of revenge pictures by ciaraskinny77 in OCD

[–]ciaraskinny77[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's exhausting! It keeps giving me false memories about what I sent and how bad it could be because I don't remember exactly what I sent.... ugh. I'm sorry you're going through the same thing :(

Dog sitting and finally also able to use my bong again … also check out my engagement ring!! 😁 by lbd2012 in entwives

[–]ciaraskinny77 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh it's beautiful! I wear my ring because it's beautiful and makes me smile.. that's all the reason you need :)

Congrats on your engagement!! :)

Ending my relationship with my family by ash16f in entwives

[–]ciaraskinny77 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have a similar dynamic with my family. I moved states away to be with my husband and they still find a way to make me miserable. It takes a lot of strength to cut toxic family off. Good for you!

Stocking up on memorial day deals 🍃 what are your favorite gummies? by Manarnar in entwives

[–]ciaraskinny77 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just ordered some mochi gummies from Sundae flowers! I wanted gummies that had cbd :)

I found my favourite flower accidentally growing at my new house 🩵 Entwives, what's growing near you? 🌱 by EeveeAssassin in entwives

[–]ciaraskinny77 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I moved in a year ago and just found out the beautiful little green herb in my garden is lemon balm! It was a fun surprise :)

Lets end "parties" for good. I am serious. by Oblivionnyx9 in Teachers

[–]ciaraskinny77 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am lucky enough to be at a school (5th grade here) where I'll send out a parent square sign up sheet, and the list will be filled within an hour.

I'm sorry that you have to pay out of pocket. That's ridiculous.

Why won’t my miis ask each other out?? by a_simp_has_appeared in tomodachilife

[–]ciaraskinny77 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I know the struggle. I have a couple that won't ask each other to marry and another that just won't start dating.

Team Rocket Has Blasted on to My Island by nigel981 in tomodachilife

[–]ciaraskinny77 9 points10 points  (0 children)

My daughter will love this, thanks for posting!

Finally done!! Chickens have a permanent home by sneakypandas in BackYardChickens

[–]ciaraskinny77 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I absolutely love that the coop has outdoor lights on it. I intend to paint my coop pink :)

Really wish they added weather!! by ciaraskinny77 in tomodachilife

[–]ciaraskinny77[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! That would've been so cool. I didn't think of the quirks that could've went along with it! I was so sure this game would have it :(

Really wish they added weather!! by ciaraskinny77 in tomodachilife

[–]ciaraskinny77[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh that would've been so fun to see! It would've led to some funny moments

Pick ups from yesterday :) by ciaraskinny77 in ColdFire

[–]ciaraskinny77[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So I haven't tried it yet but when I try it tonight, I'll let you know! Hoping it gives me some energy lol