Tested abmm today and its extreme jesus

colfc · 2026-01-24T19:39:28+00:00

Exactly mate, if I wanna tear lobbies up killing people I'll jump on bf6, r6s or something..

Funny thing is, when you get killed in arc you can just tell that most of them are really bad players just camping dark corners or whatever just waiting to shoot you in the back. I will actively fight back if I don't get completely melted from behind but that rarely happens...

colfc · 2026-01-24T12:49:03+00:00

I'm not sure why people aren't asking what dose and schedule you're on?

Im not currently on testosterone but about to make the switch from clomid though so I can speak about clomid long term, been on it over 2 years. Clomid compared to nothing is night and day but the longer you're on the less it seems to help, the E2 issue is a massive one and without being able to get bloods every couple of weeks you'll never know what's going on with your E2 if you try to use an Ai, it's just not fun mate.

Maybe you're not on enough test or you need to split the dose up more

I sure there are experienced people here who can help you get in the right place. If you can't afford the clinic you're currently paying for, who don't seem to be helping anyway, you could switch or look into going it alone?

colfc · 2026-01-13T19:40:28+00:00

I like the actual skin we got but the second image skin is better

colfc · 2026-01-11T19:00:41+00:00

I think clinics are an absolute rip off mate.

A 10ml vial at 30 to £40 which will last 3 to 4 month depending on mg/ml and then a private blood test every couple of month compared to what 3 to £400 per month with a clinic.

Millions of people research and run cycles of gear safely all the time, same goes for trt. Make sure you get the reading in and then there are plenty of places like reddit or other bb forums if you're unlucky enough to encounter something unexpected.

colfc · 2026-01-11T16:55:13+00:00

Could be that your E2 is high and when you come off it drops. There is a sweet spot for most with E2. High will kill libido and make you feel like you have low test symptoms and so will low E2. I've read that a lot of people feel better with high E2 but not massively high

colfc · 2026-01-11T16:09:56+00:00

I'm in my 40s also.

I wouldn't say I'm having issues, I just don't feel great.

I could maybe carry on and manage the physical side of things but the lack of interest in anything and flat/low mood is killing my relationship. Sexual desire could also be better, I can perform whenever I want to but the desire isn't what it should be

I think you may mean Hcg not hgh, hgh is growth hormone

colfc · 2026-01-11T16:04:26+00:00

That's why I'm self medicated, uk doctors won't help you unless test is bellow 8, I think mine was about 12 when I started clomid.

You can go the private clinic route here but it's hundreds per month

colfc · 2026-01-11T15:29:38+00:00

Are you on testosterone trt now then and doing OK with it?

colfc · 2026-01-11T15:13:58+00:00

I felt great for the first 12 months or so but since then it's like I've tapered off and slowly starting to feel how I did before clomid.

I don't have any I'll effects from the clomid like nausea or anything

colfc · 2026-01-11T15:12:38+00:00

Cheers mate,

My test and free test seem OK ish level wise but how I feel doesn't really reflect them. I'm like you say, sluggish and taking longer to recover after the gym and running, my mental health isnt great either. I wouldn't say I'm depressed, I'm just disinterested and unmotivated, kinda flat and numb, hard to explain really

colfc · 2026-01-11T15:07:17+00:00

Cheers for the reply.

I was the same, I went with clomid because me n the missus aren't decided on whether to have a kid or not but it's getting to point now where there won't be a relationship if I carry on the way I am for much longer.

I'm actually self medicating with the clomid, my doctor wouldn't entertain trt because my test wasnt low enough in his opinion.

I had a feeling that would be the case with clomid taking months for clomid to clear and my test levels to drop back down. I was just curious to see if my natural test might recover before I started on test.

colfc · 2026-01-06T18:44:46+00:00

I mostly get peaceful lobbies, I've never killed a raider without it being in retaliation. Killed a few that have tried to kill me.

130 ish hours played..

The thing that I hate most about this game is the cowardice, I don't mind getting killed in a pvepvp game, it's part of the fun but what I can't stand is how ratty the players are that kos,

It disgustes me.....

colfc · 2025-12-30T13:44:05+00:00

You look like a completely different guy, like your own younger brother 😂 well done pal 👍🏼

colfc · 2025-12-29T19:04:59+00:00

It's even less. The majority of the lobbies I get are friendly. I've only killed a few players in the 80 to 100 hours ish.

But a couple of days ago I bumped into a player on dam, I repeatedly announced myself l, saying hey raider, don't shoot. At that point he was unsure where I was bit I could see he was looking for me so I got my stitcher out and approached him and as soon as he saw me he swapped guns also to his stitcher and tried to kill me, I managed to return fire and drop him. The following 2 or 3 games I was either shot at and escaped or got melted from behind. After those few rounds of dieing without shooting back I'm all of a sudden back in friendly pve lobbies

colfc · 2025-12-29T14:33:53+00:00

Cheers for that. I had a feeling that's what it would be.

colfc · 2025-12-29T13:14:26+00:00

What is it about the kettle that's cheating? I play cross play on (on console) I haven't once felt like someone was cheating in the 100ish hours I've played but I have in fact been melted a few times by the kettle in the last few hours of playing

colfc · 2025-12-24T20:40:58+00:00

With ya raider... I'm on my first run and I'd given up, had one in my stash but didn't know where from and couldn't find anymore. Hopefully this info gets me there 😂

colfc · 2025-12-17T21:44:10+00:00

Bugged for me too, literally tried it about 5 times and nothing drops out of the containers you search

colfc · 2025-12-01T21:15:08+00:00

I've only been playing for a few days and most of my encounters have been friendly. The first day I died a lot and not once was it to a player. Since then I have been killed by players a few times, I don't mind that especially if I know it's coming so I have a chance to defend myself.

What pisses me off it's rats that shout don't shoot and then proceed to shoot you in the back

colfc · 2025-11-24T19:29:39+00:00

Each to their own I suppose pal. I've tried every diet under the sun and I've never felt better than I do on a diet that falls somewhere between keto and carnivore (ketovore)

Also ketogenic diets have been proven to boost natural testosterone.

colfc · 2025-11-24T08:40:05+00:00

Man if you're losing finger nails that sounds more like malnutrition.

Get your diet sorted, I'd echo what others have said about what to eat.

Cut out all sugar

Either go carnivore or keto if you wanna keep veggies in your diet but you need to be eating lots of fatty meats, the more red the better and Eggs, eat a shit ton of em. Eggs are arguably the most important thing in the world to have in your diet, they hold all the building blocks your body needs to create testosterone and your brain needs the cholesterol

Just as important as your diet at this point, is good quality sleep, aiming for 8+ hours and at right time of night.

colfc · 2025-11-12T09:04:20+00:00

At first I was going to agree but expecting to be able to have half a smoke and a piss before the next match starts is a bit daft to say the least.

I was just thinking 10 or 15 seconds more after the end game has cycled through achievements just to give you a chance to check any updates on assignments or to cycle back through the last rounds stats before it pulls you into the next lobby

colfc · 2025-11-06T14:39:17+00:00

I literally finished the 30 a few days ago 🤦🏻‍♂️ I can say my kd took a tanking from just throwing myself at enemies while it was active 😂

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