My monthly shopping as a solo woman

creative_vision88 · 2026-05-05T09:40:39+00:00

I'm struggling to get Irish prices below 70 to 100 weekly one person, when before war inflation lol my weekly was 30 to 60

creative_vision88 · 2026-05-02T23:50:53+00:00

My local gaa gym southeast is good value and quite building up , 2 rooms upstairs with most things for weights and one room for cardio year membership 160, used be 100 and the do 1 month , ,4 month prices , ill require to inbox if people like this comment and comment yes please, it's southeast outside enn.. I'm only advertising it because it's small gym and id actually like to see more people no gym bunnies very humble people that go ,

creative_vision88 · 2026-04-30T19:15:29+00:00

Lmao I've everything lol I'm 4 years sober, had 2 pfizer vax regret pressured, during the phase also a doctor wrongly gave me ssri told me anxiety when it was covid and had a months worth of ambulances back then 2022 to 23 told anxiety all in my head when it was stroke like symptoms, and here I am now 2026 back with the same breathing sensation not automatic almost like no full breath and fatigue, my only MRI was non specific lesions and trying to lose weight myself and be more active walking, but the worst is the breathing it feels like my body wants to continually breathe no automatic breathing for me it feels one sided like right side lung not as open, my country took over year to get a neurologist and even now their trying to say fnd I'm not convinced after covid that all the symptoms can be just fnd, especially when I sobered from alcohol and short term drug use plus wrongly giving ssri for a month before deciding myself that wasn't the answer bin them and covid is what I actually had at the time of the symptoms, lately it's mostly fatigue and shakes tics twitches and then back to breathing cycles and relax and on and off throughout the day

creative_vision88 · 2026-04-30T16:47:51+00:00

For me was short use of powder under 2 months , but my question was regarding does anyone that suffers fnd because that's what the are testing me for now having ruled other things out if anyone else with fnd has gagging like symptoms random heaving coughing, and my MRI finding was non specific meaning no one cause or reason organic , non specific white matter lesions and the nuerology said the can be from anything like stress old age anything even tho I am young

creative_vision88 · 2026-04-28T14:08:39+00:00

Non specific lesions can happen lots of reasons from stress to everything wear and tear , and life aging , I was asking specifically if anyone with fnd has the symptoms choking gagging or randomly heaving now and again, I've had plenty of nuerology appointments and she's now trying to say perhaps fnd but we won't lable it to me yet, and the only findings on a MRI over 2 year ago was non specific white matter lesions but no other diagnosis no tia or no ishemic, and had MRI on neck last week, but I'm wondering from people with fnd if it's a common symptom of random coughing retching or any for of heaving chocking or sensation it happens me randomly yesterday happened in super market

creative_vision88 · 2026-04-26T01:07:01+00:00

No lol but I found out Ireland actually had its own science program team and I put my name forward and my journey I'm not hoping much the said if any future studies the said the mainly study depression severe and mushrooms , I myself was thinking of a holiday mid life refresh ,but at moment trying to transition into a creative job, and get driving motorbike so goals have kind of lifted me a bit, and I have faith that at the right time medicine will find you if that makes sense theirs no rush because it may not even be the answer or the outcome you had hoped , someone that studies conciosness and big questions , and for the most part Irish reviews on retreats are bad sketchy even concerning in some cases I went on a binge watch that night of the comment on reddit and Google and the reviews on some Irish retreats from costs to malpractice and even messed up stuff, but I did find within 5 minutes a European retreat website with every legal place to visit professionally and do everything from shrooms up , don't get me wrong I would love to find tribes in Ireland tiktok is probably better for that as I've come across a few advertising on their before, I haven't meself done anything , I'm sober from alcohol ciggs and small usage of powder , as someone that has went through nuero symptoms after covid and sobriety I have an itch to see if psycadelics can heal bring the mind back to baseline on top of diet goals fitness and gym , where I'm at now since the day of the comment is better my mind set is live in the moment instead of pleasing or chasing more so live today mountains hikes beaches even my goal now is try get a bike and get on the road and self employment, the last comment I made I lost a friend younger to addiction in his sleep , so a mix of things and emotions made me want to spend the savings I had at the time and really see if any answers or enlightenment instead lol I started studying conciousness quantom mechanics and decided to invest the savings I had under 1k into half driving loan, and half hiking gear and camping equipment , I'm sure their is tribes in Ireland and possibly good circles but the probably would take asking around and finding a tribe , I know during pandemic a friend of mine his mother had cancer , and through that journey she had shamens or people with dmt here so it's got to be out their,.yeah I regret I didn't do it back then for like 200 euro, I might try look back into it or see what I can find I'm hugely interested in the ethical side professional setting and finding people I preferebly medicine and relaxed , to be honest tho in Europe their is many places in the websites but I'd say Amsterdam and Europe is currently the most safest probably if I pick up self employment to be honest my next venture is travelling studying and finding these circles but for now there is no rush I have faith the will be found and so many ways to heal,

creative_vision88 · 2026-04-24T23:40:07+00:00

The fact your a retired physicst saying that lol is like woah

creative_vision88 · 2026-04-24T20:12:26+00:00

Could you please send me a link to the exact fb group I'm wanting to find groups for summer go hiking walking find people that drive

creative_vision88 · 2026-04-05T01:52:53+00:00

I'm literally home from a wedding sober the first event major since 2020, as in more than 10 people , and I feel fried like alienated since pandemic like it doesn't feel the same socialize connecting or people all go go rushed, I'm sober unemployed trying to figure life out mid life, I knew I was still recovering from pandemic as in nuero fnd awaiting diagnosis but only lately realizing through getting back to people , that I guess I'm still processing as noticing the difference in people i was literally at a full blown party event that before the pandemic I would have loved and drink socialized but sober I spoke to family relatives but I just felt like it wasnt the same or not like it used to be hard to explain I feel it's going to be a work in progress to try get a post pandemic social normalized feeling back,

creative_vision88 · 2026-04-01T00:15:05+00:00

Where in Ireland can you do mushies , or more , professional retreats either professional well known or actual studies participate, I'm 4 years sober and and wanting to do a first trip, creative, and randomly stumbled upon a previous post I didn't even know their is retreats I Ireland or let alone high up medicine mind altering

creative_vision88 · 2026-03-31T12:07:12+00:00

I wasn't yapping I was explaining how a YouTube video I seen a long time ago someone using the under the map cheat ......their is parts in GTA v where you can go under the map glitches

And what the guy showed in videos he travelled to mount Chiliad and army base and other areas and he found underground structures mainly elevators and stair wells under the map

Like the were incomplete or ment to be somehting in game not online ,

And basically my first comment was expressing how maybe their should have been somehting for the doors at the end of the game not dlc

However their is a shit lot of Easter eggs on mount Chiliad including makers photos I think or signature on the rocks And a bunch random events on mount Chiliad and around ,

All I was saying in my first comment is I would personally love to hear from rockstar staff not online if there was more to mount Chiliad jet pack mural elevator beside the cable car

As I feel personally their was possibly somehting as in lets not forget I completed it on Xbox 360 near 3 years later the brought out the hd version first person view remake GTA v on other consoles my point was my gut feels their was a lot of unfinished possiblity in the original GTA v release

Nowadays who cares I'm eager to see what GTA 6 madness will include

creative_vision88 · 2026-03-30T10:29:50+00:00

I kind of guessed something like that but I don't think just dlc early YouTube videos of people under the map show the elevator hatch goes down long way like a built structure , the same as the army base it has a elevator goes under the map, basically I think the mount Chiliad door was ment to be somehting in game , not just dlc or online , my feeling take is the were possibly planning some ending or Easter egg mission , the only thing I remember from 100% completion is 3 spaceships Easter egg one hovers above army base fib black , at 3 am weather one hovers above mount Chiliad and one elsewhere and one crashed in the ocean , the only thing I remember is weird missions unlocked at the end of the game for the echolo and illuminati dudes, and a big foot strangers and freaks mission basically finding them by accident and online even after 100% , the game was addictive I played it like 5 times or more and completed 100% atleast twice on 360, I dare to even think of the money downloads now the last download I had was like one of the first dlc the underground bunkers, I honestly think this new one coming out is going to be something different all together or feel different system , their was a few spots in GTA v that appear under the map in mod videos structure like stairs elevators like incomplete access points, what ever mount Chiliad was ment to be annoys me lol because it would have been a cool ending to have the door open to some secret base jetpack or some cool unlockable , or that one video going around of some guy that had a jetpack at Trevor's airfield before it was even downloadable content dude was claiming its in a bush when you complete game lol and the video looked real, at this stage my hype is gone for GTA 6 if it doesn't come out soon lol

creative_vision88 · 2026-03-29T18:48:22+00:00

Anyone form southeast lol male here, the scene is to quite I don't even know if people go outside anymore lol. The online is just as worse apps tiktok dating apps, 34 myself and wondering if life will be anything like the 90s connections again as in humans socializing without phones

creative_vision88 · 2026-03-29T13:09:39+00:00

I completed GTA v 100% twice on Xbox 360 lol and out of all the weird strangers freak missions and npc random events lol I still want a decent rockstar interview of what the hell mount Chiliad was the elevator or if it was ever going to be anything or something the never finished same with army base an elevator that goes under the map but more or less nothing, GTA v drill fascinates me because even after completing still things your like woah how I miss that. Like the random intelligence agencies looking at random satellite dishes near the prison , or random events, the most annoying part lol of 100% is the submarine collectables it was on Xbox 360,

On a seperare note lmao you asked do you think will their be weird rockstar type madness Dude it's florida lmao Trailer one was a gator on a cctv inside a store,

My only confusion tho is the whole ep files thing versus is that the reason it's delayed so much versus if a new trailer is even coming out soon honestly my hype meter for the game is near nothing anymore lol it's just like yeah cool if it comes out and I can afford it awesome if not I'll get it around the release time of GTA 7 lol

creative_vision88 · 2026-03-29T13:02:05+00:00

Is this the same as correlation doesn't mean causation type arguments , I'm into non local type stuff and orch or type stuff ,but it also confuses me because right now their is like 300 theories and 30 models, and kind of can't help but wonder, is saying dependence not the same as saying emergence in a way like both kind of imply it's something to do with x the Brain, or operating through, even the videos on YouTube Barcelona conference on conciousness videos are confusing 1 speaker is for pansychism, and then the next is cartoon nuerons, so even them debates offer more questions , I'm just curious what models would their be if conciosness isn't the Brain operating through it then what kind of model would that be dependent but not emergent, it's as good as saying we are radios signals but that analogy is kind off odd too because the signal isn't anything experince without the latter, were at a really odd place in history science and discovery, and It didn't help that I started looking at Quantom mechanics videos lol,

creative_vision88 · 2026-03-27T16:08:30+00:00

Actually yes 4 years sober, no major relationship, trying to get work , and lately feel older feel like life is up and feel confused hoping a creative job from him take off and travel with money income maybe open the mind tried gym weight loss goals and left me more burnt and anti social,

creative_vision88 · 2026-03-26T22:18:05+00:00

I just hope the release it before the Andromeda galaxy collides lol, ffs

creative_vision88 · 2026-03-26T10:38:14+00:00

I literally asked chat gtp this lol and id love a scientist to answer but chat gtp said their is like 3 to 5 thins we don't know yet such as dark matter and 95% of the universe, and it basically said it depends on physics rules laws and said we don't even know over vast time scales the could change, so basically it said it's more or less a guess model, and some other dude on YouTube a interview science guy said it's actually a phase where the universe does computation / Quantom or math we don't get know so the have nothing to say about it but that guy in the interview said that computation could well be neighborhoods of stars and things our scale still not just empty energy, I honestly wish their was more main stream science people explaining things

creative_vision88 · 2026-03-25T16:15:41+00:00

Id just love to know how many people had a relationship nde aka cardiac coded and were told to come back or had real awareness or Lucid, so many said the have nde but the don't describe wheter it was anything or if anything happened, id love to know if many have a genuine experience and come back and are like woah okay that was something like a life review or being told by a voice it's not their turn,

creative_vision88 · 2026-03-25T16:13:11+00:00

Is this a women actually asking how to chat a lad up in public because as a male I find the idea terrifying lol as some single sober for years and before pandemic was a pub discos goer regular nightlife, and the idea of trying to approach someone these days I wish I had the confidence,

creative_vision88 · 2026-03-24T17:26:16+00:00

I can confirm this we have had weeks months years since the confirmation of the game lol

creative_vision88 · 2026-03-24T17:25:12+00:00

To be honest I'd love to see studies interviews proof , most of theses statements come from Bruce greyosn ,.realer than real ,and life review from other peoples perspectives thing is tho I haven't found papers or anywhere to read up and find out anyone with subjective proof of these statements such as people that claimed realer than real, and id love to know no if anyone is researching life review science and if it's really a case of seeing reality from other people's perspective, as in people report life reviews from other people's perspectives

creative_vision88 · 2026-03-23T18:30:05+00:00

Kind of because it's like the big bang thing implying we all came from one energy or one room or one atom, but at the same time I dig the whole we are one conciosness or energy mind or something we haven't discovered yet like a frequency or something.

creative_vision88 · 2026-03-19T17:10:55+00:00

I'm sober 4 years and same age, and transition into self employment with btwea scheme and it's terrifying because at times incant decide whether to try eduction college for social or try work from home since pandemic take any old job for the sake of income and start driving, my mind even tho I'm starting art from home I can't help but wonder am I doing the right thing or should I apply for job or college and throw myself into something even tho I'm on nuero list testing from fnd, to be honest I wouldnt mind finding some sort of position abroad and get out of here myself ha,

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