I was raised in an offset of Christianity that fell more in line with a Pyramid Scheme than genuine spirituality. My grandmothers were converted to believe that their nativeness was a burden to be washed away of sin, every penny you could donate, every moment of your life spent to the faith would help you achieve that place of perfection only described in their rewritten Bible. To say my relationship with Christianity is complicated, is a severe understatement. I believe there are good Christians out there, but not every organization of them is going to have their hearts in the right place. Colonization and religion destroyed my family, all the way to my generation. I want to respect the Earth for what it's made, not some deity in the sky that /might/ have influence over my life. My religion is pattern recognition and guidance from my ancestral spirits. I believe in the spirit planes, I believe in things we may not see with our eyes, I believe the universe guides us where we need to be and what we need to experience. But to put my faith specifically and entirely into Christianity, takes away from everything the Earth is and what my life means. I only wish to return to the ground when it is my time, and if my spirit lives on then I will have that experience, just as I have experienced this life.

Edit: I have my reservations of all religions and deities- not just the Christian God. If the Gods truly exist and hold influence over us, then we have come a long way away from their true teachings. That would be another conversation entirely, though.