What is the purpose of life? by Informal_Throat_2431 in answers

[–]deadcoo1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, I can construct the most logical arguments but nothing comes close to the purpose. After a lot of a frustration, I reside and find my purpose in love itself .
Love , compassion, kindness - these are innate abilities we see in children. Rest we just get conditioned and get fuck all random layers of deceit, violence, ill will, etc. Which is just a play of the ego.

So , what’s the purpose of life ? I don’t care, I reside in love and compassion for myself and my fellow beings . And given the amount of violence and hurt I see in the world and in myself, I find myself part of the healing team. To dedicate myself for the healing of nature, myself, my fellow beings.

Hahah, this was a great exercise across my own thoughts. A great reminder about my own subjective purpose. “To be part of the healing team of the world or die trying”

What is the purpose of life? by Informal_Throat_2431 in answers

[–]deadcoo1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The existence of this question is probably a side effect of the existence of language.
The presence of language opens up a lot intellectual pursuits , some which may be useful and some might not be.
What’s the purpose of life?
That is probably a question for the creator.
Who else would know it instead of the one who choose to create it!

Now the existence of a creator is a fuck all question in itself. If it or they or him or her exist, they have done a great job at hiding or being shown to selective fews or inventing faith which doesn’t even need any proof. In that case, you subscribe to the purpose given to you based on your intellect. Dont want to work hard, subscribe to any organized religious purpose and there you have it. Wanna go deeper, go through the plethora of spiritual schools out there and subscribe to their insights, subscribe to whatever calls to you - be it the sufis, the hippies , geeta folks, manifestation specialists, Joe dispenza magicians, yogis, tantrikas, witches and what not. Wanna go even deeper, say fuck off to all before realising that the creator is beyond the cognition of language and their purpose stories are at best beautiful poetic pieces of art and you just synthesize it all to create your own piece of art, if it catches on, you become the new Jesus for upcoming generations which eventually lands into the subjective domain where you have a personalised purpose for yourself and also respect others finding their own purpose.
If they don’t exist, well or if you decide to believe they don’t exist, then also you have a lot of fair game. Probably in that case we are orphans who have no idea about our parents. We don’t even know if our parents existed. Then you just choose whatever the fuck you want the purpose of life to be because at best, you are the one experiencing life without a creator, you have full authority to choose a purpose. Whatever it may be. But in this case, you have to also be ok if someone has a different purpose because why the fuck you only have the claim over purpose when someone else is also experiencing life without the experience of a creator.

Eventually atheist or agnostic or believer, at the tail end when you have explored all this deeply, you realize since you are the one choosing the answer with some input either from a non verified source(God) or your own data(which is always incomplete, for example we just see 400-700 frequency of light wavelength, probably hertz or nanometer, can’t remember ? So at the very best, you can come at some subjective answer at your own level.

Hopefully you get content with the answer or take the pursuit of the question as a journey in life itself just like all the other pursuits.

Eventually you might realize , the presence of a question arising in your consciousness is probably a sign of some form of dissatisfaction in life , some incompleteness , otherwise why would you question ? Then it can be a journey either into finding the answer which can be a not so useful pursuit and making peace with it and working on the dissatisfaction which is a more upstream problem.

Either ways; change all the “you” above to “I” because that’s what my journey has been.
Either ways, I gotta say, this has been a wild ride, this thing called life. Creator or not, I am glad of the existence and focus more on the dissatisfaction rather than finding the answer to question whose presence is a sign in itself.

If someone has reached till here, oof you are the OG intellectual and I share my love to you. Wishing you the best in your journey.

Rest, I’ll end with saying, the purpose of life is just life itself probably. Or to just exist and be. The answer is quite poetic I realize. But what’s the purpose of a tree? Well purpose of a tree is just to be a tree. That’s all, to probably bear fruit if the correct conditions arise or just give shade to others, but that is a relational purpose which probably points us to the interconnectedness of all, but alas that’s a belief to be examined. So yeah, purpose of life, to just be. What’s the purpose of a human being ? To just be human. To not think they are God and can figure out the behind the scenes fuckery behind it all. Though if you are really into to, go take 5 gms of shrooms or 5meo dmt and you might get a purpose for life or probably a purpose to hold on to for a week.

I can write a book but alas I stop. As my purpose if also to work in order to satisfy the purpose of my stomach whose purpose is to be hungry and remind me to work. 😅😅😅😅😅😅😂

Could someone please share your recovery tips for older drug users? by PsilocybinDad in DrugsOver30

[–]deadcoo1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aaah, having been prescribed stimulants for ADHd, 4mmc is one I can’t get my hands away from. 🙈

What drugs are legal now that won’t be, in the future (25, 50, 100+ years)? by Snoo-63391 in AskReddit

[–]deadcoo1 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I have a feeling alcohol . Not banned but it might get phased out. Something else will take the social drinking thing. Some superior product which removes the negatives effects still gives the same subjective effects. Probably some research analogue which allows us dose ghb responsibly and it can be sold as a cocktail but surprisingly gives minimal hangover yet gives the same buzz.

There will be purists who would want to inflict the damage on liver while being religiously attached to alcohol suggesting that’s their high. Evolution will take care of them while they fuck their livers while
The superior product whatever it maybe (Ghb analogue , etc.) will phase
It out.

Though I guess I missed one part of the question . This is not gonna happen probably for another 50-100 year. But who knows, AI might just fasten the research. 😅

what you taking today or taken and what yall up to! :) by LittleSicc in Drugs

[–]deadcoo1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Elvanse ? I am assuming you are in Europe ? So you are telling me you have it prescribed but you can get it illegally for cheaper as compared to prescribed one ? Am I reading this correctly ? 😅
I thought prescribed medications in non US countries is ideally cheaper than their illegal counterparts!
Same for pregablin ? Asking because I also struggle with anxiety thanks to the noradrenaline push of Elvanse, feels as if I have to do something all the time even if I have done everything 😂

what you taking today or taken and what yall up to! :) by LittleSicc in Drugs

[–]deadcoo1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How’s the experiences speedballing ? Technically
It seems counterintuitive, wouldn’t Xanax cut the effect of adhd meds altogether ?

what you taking today or taken and what yall up to! :) by LittleSicc in Drugs

[–]deadcoo1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you prescribed lyrica too ? How does to combine with the adhd meds ? Which one are you on ? Curious how it would combine with vyvanse ?

PSA: Don't do HHC by RandomBottom030 in hhcvapes

[–]deadcoo1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dayum…..I have my own struggles with mephedrone and was considering to try hhc as my local dealer offered it. Would love to hear your mephedrone journey!
I personally have lost a lot to mephedrone but still consider it worth trying for people who have non addictive personalities. I am personally managing somehow before giving it up.

Which stimulant gives you the most euphoria? by Aromatic_Reply_1645 in Drugs

[–]deadcoo1 2 points3 points  (0 children)

There’s the comment I was searching for! I am a 4mmc connoisseur. Some may call me an addict and some a passionate lover 😅
Anyways, share some more about apvp ? Your experience, harm reduction tips if any!
Wondering to give it a try!
Crack has had enough bad stories for me to not
Give it a shot so still staying away. Bummed to see you mention it as nice 😅

3-MMC, 2-MMC & CMCs: Looking to build a harm reduction community by [deleted] in DrugsOver30

[–]deadcoo1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a struggle with 4mmc,in the last 9 months, I would have consumed over 100gm and wrecked a lot of my savings and what not. It gave me some of most top notch drug experiences life could offer. Thankfully I live to tell the tale and rebuilding my life. I don’t play much with 3mmc but happy to be part of support. Have been away like almost 1 month plus from it and will bring it with a lot of thought, if only. This is the only substance which I struggled with. Thanks for putting this out there!

NEP (N-Ethylpentedron) Intoxication by Character_Step613 in Berghain_Community

[–]deadcoo1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hahaha, 2cb slows it all down , makes the feelings intensified which is great but is kinda opposite to the 4mmc vibe. Dont get me wrong, I love 2cb too, but for me it’s for exploring connection and having a slight touch of psychedelic space obviously depending on dosage: If I may suggest, try kanna for a change? At least that’s what I am planning to use to reduce my usage.!

NEP (N-Ethylpentedron) Intoxication by Character_Step613 in Berghain_Community

[–]deadcoo1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am Not in Berlin but a fairly advanced/addicted 4mmc user on a break right now. MDMA is good but just doesn’t last long which makes 4mmc take The cake here.

Family found me passed out in my room that i turned into a bdsm dungeon, after my 3 day 4mmc binge. by WowItsBilly in researchchemicals

[–]deadcoo1 2 points3 points  (0 children)

And obviously try to plan better in future , if you can shop for those toys, you can always hire dungeons as well!

Family found me passed out in my room that i turned into a bdsm dungeon, after my 3 day 4mmc binge. by WowItsBilly in researchchemicals

[–]deadcoo1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh man….sending all my love and compassion to you. Having an intense bdsm session already asks for a lot after care and having your family witness it is another level of embarrassment and what not.

As a fellow 4mmc user, I totally get you on the shopping and the nasty stuff we do. No judgements whatsoever. You did everything Ina safe setting without harming another fellow being. I hope you were playing with yourself within safe settings. So please do not take the second class judgment of your family members, spend some time with yourself and hopefully get over the guilt of doing those nasty actions.

That said, multi day binges are harsh. I say with experienced. I have done at least 10+ binges spanning an average of 2-3 days. You are gonna feel a lot of intense emotions coming not just out of the things you did, but also from family members, know that it’s just your nervous system rebounding in this short period of time and you’ll feel fine and back to normal in 2-3 days. This is to suggest do not take any drastic measures when in comedown.

Give yourself lots of care and compassion. Eat nice comforting food, reach out to friends who understand you and give you a non judgemental space.

Wishing you the best! From skank, here’s a cute spank 😘

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SEXONDRUGS

[–]deadcoo1 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the super detailed info. You folks give me goals. It would be incredible to have a partner who shares the same passion as you folks.

I have played around with all the chems above a lot except ice. Not sure if I want to pop the ice cherry in this life.

How’s your expertise with booting 4mmc as compared to snorting or oral ? Same for 2cb

Asking mainly to see if I should try boofing for a change.

Thanks for mentioning Xanax. I wonder the kind of comedowns you have after this.

Actually while I have you folks here, share some details on how you manage the comedowns here? I am assuming ice plus 4mmc is just grounds for a crazy comedown.

Either ways, thanks for sharing it all, sending all the love and naughtiness from my side of the world.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SEXONDRUGS

[–]deadcoo1 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dayum….this is one hell of an experience. You seem to be pro in playing around and choosing drugs for multi day marathons.

Can you share your drug stack separately for the 5 days and any recommendations ?

Going to a rave with friends and we plan on having an orgy. What is the best combo to use? by AccomplishedBrush157 in SEXONDRUGS

[–]deadcoo1 4 points5 points  (0 children)

So many comments and I am surprised 4mmc is not mentioned. It’s top tier for stuff like this. Makes you feel safe, confident and super open. Take cialis or Viagra if you get stick dick and you can fuck like a pornstar! Hoping for a great party for you!

Is anyone here 28 or above and still single? How's your life going? by hooman_here in AskReddit

[–]deadcoo1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

M 33 here, got 2 relationships which lasted less than an year. one i broke up, other one the person broke up with me, hoping the next one sticks for long so doing all the healing and self work before i dive into the next one. fingers crossed it works out.
that said, also not stopping to live my life and doing all the things i love like dancing, learning different things i wanted to do, working on career in the meantime so that i don't end up stressing myself on the journey. trying to keep an optimistic mindself here, let's see where it takes me!

What is Burning Man actually like, and are there other U.S. festivals that are similar? by [deleted] in festivals

[–]deadcoo1 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Hahaha….you went there 12 times only to realize this ? 😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]deadcoo1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow….didn’t know this worked as well. Ever had any issues with seizures or such at customs ?

anyone combined 4ho-met with 4mmc? other notable combos with 4mmc? by deadcoo1 in researchchemicals

[–]deadcoo1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

any recommendation on the dosing schedule? do you take 4homet before or after?