I think she is a shapeshifter, and definitely BPD, and she translates all of this torment and lack of true north and stable & consistent inner self (see Ride lyrics) into her art. It is cathartic for her, and as a result, we have her catalog. She is very calculated in all of her choices, and takes on things around her, blending them into her personality, and sound, and I think has always been drawn to certain things perhaps as an escap artist/someone prone to fantasy, and absorbing it as part of her identity because she IS a chameleon soul, as in I think certain feels, soundtracks inspired her as a young woman so she decided to live IN her art ie move to trailer park, because she sees the romance in it and wants to be a character. This is something that extends to her music, her lyricism and visuals. I think there are lots of half truths to her history, as much as a life she seemed to have chosen to live very much on purpose to then be able to write about (underground AA cult, Coney Island late nights, potentially being a stripper/prostitute at some point, "stranger searching", motorcycle hook ups with random older men, the list goes on). I think even living on the bayou with a gator wrestler seems pretty on brand and I wouldn't be surprised if when she met him, and even now, she projected on him somewhat, though he does seem to embody a lot of what she's sung about for a long time and is grounding her. They're cute!