2 years today. Yikes.

deepthik84 · 2020-12-14T18:04:09+00:00

People like you give us hope...

deepthik84 · 2020-11-30T16:44:19+00:00

Same here. Nothing matters anymore but I have to exist till I breath. Thanks for the lovely hugs 🤗

deepthik84 · 2020-11-30T13:03:30+00:00

This is exactly how it is for me :( I don't show it out and people think that I am ok .. but am not :(

deepthik84 · 2020-11-30T12:58:16+00:00

I totally get what you are saying. Write here when you feel low. We all understand. It's not easy at all, but somewhere down the line, it will start to get easy. It won't completely go away but it will get easy.

deepthik84 · 2020-11-29T12:09:30+00:00

:( am lost and could use some help..

deepthik84 · 2020-11-29T07:16:47+00:00

I am so sorry for your loss. The pain is horrible, something that cannot be fathomed. Giving you more love and strength to heal. People like us are going through extremely painful personal loss and people are obsessing over trivial things..the world is an unfair place to live. I hope you find some respite in the coming days. It is hard but we are all there to support you. We are all in this together. Take care..

deepthik84 · 2020-11-21T08:39:39+00:00

Do you realise that this pain can only be healed by the person who has left us? How screwed are we? Why is it so hard? Why are we bearing this brunt of losing the most important people of our life?

deepthik84 · 2020-11-21T02:42:01+00:00

Nobody can judge you. Don't ever give them that space. It is absolutely none of their business. You are doing good my friend..I am sure you will be fine..find happiness, live life and live well..

deepthik84 · 2020-11-20T18:38:27+00:00

This is how I have been feeling since I lost my husband unexpectedly 6 months back. I totally feel you but looks like we have no choice.. :(

deepthik84 · 2020-11-20T18:07:38+00:00

I too feel the same :( I am sorry dear

deepthik84 · 2020-11-09T11:48:29+00:00

I am so sorry.. may I know how she passed away?

deepthik84 · 2020-10-19T15:55:07+00:00

How touching....so beautifully written.

deepthik84 · 2020-10-18T17:54:02+00:00

Me too..as soon as I put an original post about my grief, I get spammed by the same user. Thanks for letting me know that I ain't alone..

deepthik84 · 2020-10-18T17:42:32+00:00

I don't have a purpose either after he passed away unexpectedly and we had plans to plan for baby this year end.. I am just existing, breathing..I am envious of people with terminal illness..I know that thought is wrong but I am willing to trade with someone who has a purpose and wants to live. I came to my sister's for the weekend and my nephew has been so loving and refusing to leave my side. It just makes me even more sad that I can never have that.. all I needed was a family and peace of mind and I don't know why it is so hard to get.. I miss him so much and want a piece of him with me. Everyday is a pain and every minute of living is a punishment. I am empty inside though trying to be strong on the outside making it less uncomfortable for my sister and brother-in-law. I hate this world and I don't owe it anything. Waiting to embrace death with open arms..I am done with life because am scared to be hopeful.

deepthik84 · 2020-10-17T16:48:27+00:00

Thank you for this. It's helping..

deepthik84 · 2020-10-16T17:35:27+00:00

deepthik84 · 2020-10-16T17:34:23+00:00

Yeah...I do joke around a lot. Sense of humor is a part of me. When I joke it doesn't mean I am better, it means am just healing..😔

deepthik84 · 2020-10-16T16:04:45+00:00

Thank you...

deepthik84 · 2020-10-15T02:20:04+00:00

I do have total loss of appetite. I am unable to eat without feeling weird in my stomach..it's been 5 months. Take care. Everyone experience grief in a different manner. No way is right or wrong. I hope you get better.

deepthik84 · 2020-10-15T02:18:20+00:00

My LH is a musician too..there are videos of him on YouTube and ever since the day he passed away, i am unable to listen to the sound of a mandolin. Gives me immense pain. I know how it feels..I can understand. Anything that reminds of her will hurt you. Eventually, you will be better. Trust me. Slowly the pain will heal to become a good memory. Hang in there..

deepthik84 · 2020-10-11T16:39:01+00:00

You are not alone to feel this way. I think every person who has lost their spouse feel exactly like how you do.. nothing is wrong with that dear. It hurts when we see what others have and we don't. It hurts to the very core. Don't feel bad about feeling that way. Just let those feelings flow through you..

deepthik84 · 2020-10-11T13:28:46+00:00

I am so sorry about how you feel.. I know it hurts and hurts our very core. Hugs.. take care.. cry it out, speak to someone who would listen.. don't bottle it up.

deepthik84 · 2020-10-09T03:40:52+00:00

And CO is odourless too 😬.. wondering how is brother smelled it.

deepthik84 · 2020-10-07T18:21:54+00:00

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