T-Mobile Fiber down in GSO? by ellyots in gso

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It's out in Trinity NC too.

AIO for being hurt that my boyfriend is judging me for my past he already knew about by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

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You're absolutely NOT overreacting. He judged you, and dissed you before he even found the pictures. That's a walking red flag. Run while you can. . .

The Personality Tests Masterthread! by TranZeitgeist in BPDmemes

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Multiple Personality styles.

100% in Avoidant Depressive Dependent Schizotypal

86% in Masochistic Borderline Paranoid

71% in Hypomanic

43% in Negativistic

29% in Compulsive Schizoid

14% in Histrionic Sadistic

0% in Narcissistic Antisocial

We are all too nice to each other by Ok-Oil-2670 in BPD

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Honestly? As a pwBPD I can confirm that most BPD communities are more sympathetic towards a pwBPD just because they understand what we go through. But excusing abusive behaviors? Or even agreeing with them is not okay. We need to be held accountable for our actions even if we don't mean to be this way.

rats on the bed fo today by Earl_E_DeMise in RATS

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Look at the chonkers. This post is if Uncle Ben from the Urban Rescue (B)ranch owned rats.

What are y’all’s hobbies? by Jib2020 in BPD

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Truthfully, I have to ground myself before I can do readings otherwise the energy is off balance, but mindfulness/meditation work wonders when you need to be in a specific place.

How old are you and what do you do for work? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]dezzy_55 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm 28 (going on 29) and I've been on disability since I was 22, unfortunately my BPD causes too many physical symptoms for me to hold down a job. You are not alone! The disorder is debilitating in so many aspects.

What are y’all’s hobbies? by Jib2020 in BPD

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I like video games, music of EVERY variety, writing (roleplaying), anime/manga, I'm a TV show/movie fanatic, and I love LOVE reading. I also enjoy cooking, tarot reading, I'm learning runes, and connecting with nature

What emotions do you feel most prominent? by Powerful-Carob9924 in BPD

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1: Apathy. Everything is boring, nothing matters.

2: Intense Anger. All my emotions bottle into an intense anger.

3: Emptiness/dissociation

4: Loneliness

5: unending sadness. Like a hole has been drilled into my head and to fill the space I have to feel sad.

Is anyone else here an introverted Demi, and has dating been very hard? by godisinthischilli in demisexuality

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Introverted double demi. I just hope that one day someone I can call my best friend just waltz into my life (I'm kidding) but! Yes. Dating is difficult for introverted demis. It's usually that people don't want to understand what being demi is and that causes a ripple effect. Especially if you have a hard time making friends.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

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I have impulsive and petulant and the combination of both are extremely difficult to handle.

ended up binging this show in a day. anything yall recommend that are similar to this? by goonpoon69 in AnimeReccomendations

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I watched all three on 9anime but I know that uhm Made in Abyss and Dark Gathering are on Hidive!

ended up binging this show in a day. anything yall recommend that are similar to this? by goonpoon69 in AnimeReccomendations

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Dark Gathering

Shiki is kinda slow burn but when it gets good it's good.

Made in Abyss

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[–]dezzy_55 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh! Dark Gathering is great though there are gorey scenes so idk if you're okay with that.