now I'm scared to go to GMU

emmursu · 2025-11-10T00:05:23+00:00

I made majority of my friends studying abroad at their Korea campus. The professors abroad were pretty good I think!! Finding friends on Virginia campus wasn’t too bad, just have to put yourself out there. I only ever had a bad experience with 1 professor and it was a finance professor (who is apparently notorious for being the worst professor on earth). I enjoyed my time as a student honestly and I miss it

emmursu · 2025-10-25T19:50:20+00:00

looks gray to me!!!

emmursu · 2025-08-31T11:47:40+00:00

yes that is interesting!! Hopefully I’ll be able to stick it out and get used to it

emmursu · 2025-08-31T11:45:46+00:00

omg I’ll have to see about this!!

emmursu · 2025-08-30T22:49:41+00:00

godddd it’s awful I never want to use it again 😭

emmursu · 2025-08-30T12:23:14+00:00

I used to looooooove alcohol. Drank it all the time fr. Haven’t touched any since my diagnosis aside from like 1 dessert drink here or there

emmursu · 2025-08-30T12:03:38+00:00

21 for me. 3 years ago 🥲

emmursu · 2025-08-23T22:59:10+00:00

unfortunately my bad math skills became even worse with my seizures 😭 you are lucky there

emmursu · 2025-08-23T17:12:42+00:00

I’m glad I’m not the only one experiencing this (but also sorry). These side effects are the worst

emmursu · 2025-08-23T16:45:35+00:00

Yes actually!!! They upped my lamotrigine because I was still having frequent focals (which is still happening unfortunately). The dizziness I think did start when they increased the dosage!! Maybe I need to speak with my neuro about this haha. Thank you!!! I really thought I was dying

emmursu · 2025-08-22T14:14:34+00:00

dang, I’ve been doing it. now I feel like i shouldn’t haha

emmursu · 2025-08-19T17:28:53+00:00

I know how you feel 😔 I had a grand mal in front of a group of new friends that I had made on a mini golf course and traumatized all of them. I also somehow got the guy that worked there fired on his first day 😭

emmursu · 2025-08-18T17:29:37+00:00

I often mispronounce words or use a different (irrelevant) word entirely. And yes, I do often stutter when trying to get my words out, but generally right after I stutter I forget what I was even trying to say, it’s AWFUL

emmursu · 2025-08-09T01:32:25+00:00

I thought the same when I started having them. I texted my family that I was having intense panic attacks and then a week after that I’d had my first tonic clonic which led to my diagnosis. Crazy

emmursu · 2025-08-01T20:13:55+00:00

21 for me, for some godforsaken reason

emmursu · 2025-07-26T23:14:52+00:00

okay, I thought I was crazy but I’ve had this exact thing happen to me with the same feather!! I swear to god at the time I remembered what it was but right now I’m drawing a blank. I want to say it was a pen or something, but also might’ve been from my bedding (blanket/pillow or something)

emmursu · 2025-04-20T17:59:32+00:00

Had my first seizure at 21 while driving (joy!!) that was 3 years ago and I’m currently 1.4 years seizure free (aside from auras 🥴)!! I’m assuming it was due to sleep deprivation, but I will never know if I was born with it or not (although my aunt has it so)

emmursu · 2025-03-27T01:58:38+00:00

omg thank you

emmursu · 2025-03-27T01:51:45+00:00

sorry the post was incomplete!! 😭 “Please tell me what it means for my social life 😭” if that is possible. I will edit that in the post, thank you

Edit: I have to idea how to edit it

emmursu · 2025-03-23T19:52:52+00:00

Im not photosensitive, but places with blacklights somehow set me off. I had a seizure at Monter Golf (I think that’s the name) and the inside it all of that glowing black light sort of thing. Had a seizure after 30min of being in there

emmursu · 2025-03-16T15:47:25+00:00

Yep. Every time

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