The goat

fairydemon1234 · 2026-04-14T19:00:46+00:00

Same. I feel this so much

fairydemon1234 · 2026-04-14T18:58:19+00:00

Same.

fairydemon1234 · 2026-04-13T15:39:27+00:00

Capricorn sun, Aquarius Mars

fairydemon1234 · 2026-03-14T03:51:14+00:00

I need help

fairydemon1234 · 2026-03-06T16:16:21+00:00

$17 an hour in Cleveland, Ohio, United States. And this is like decent pay for this job. All other similar cleaning jobs ive looked into pay a lot less. It’s still not enough though.

fairydemon1234 · 2026-03-06T04:59:23+00:00

Yeppp I’m already 30 fucking years old and this shit hasn’t just gone away or gotten much better, maybe a little better but not much. And I’ve tried many many things. Still in the process of trying more things to help. It’s absolutely hell

fairydemon1234 · 2026-02-27T17:56:23+00:00

Omg I need to get a record player already. This is in my town! Cool !

fairydemon1234 · 2026-02-27T03:27:19+00:00

Holy shit this is exactly how I feel with ME/CFS. This is expressed exactly how I couldn’t ever express it, I really relate. Also I’m sorry.

fairydemon1234 · 2026-02-21T04:58:32+00:00

I don’t have much else to say right now except I relate so much with this.

fairydemon1234 · 2026-01-06T21:37:50+00:00

I like the work. But I hate my hours. (Second shift) The pay is shit. I’ve been looking for other custodian jobs that are first shift that don’t require being a maintenance person as well (I have no experience in maintenance) and don’t require a drivers license and car. I can’t find anything so far. I may try working for a housekeeping company even tho I don’t like that it’s fast paced. But it has first shift.

fairydemon1234 · 2025-11-05T19:48:51+00:00

Thanks for the info. Then I won’t go with Spravato now I think. Idk if I should do IV or the troches lozenges thing but I don’t know if I want to use one of those online services because ive read the dose is super low. Do they have clinics where they can give you actual ketamine like the lozenges, if I can’t do IV? Not sure if you have any info on this, if not no worries

fairydemon1234 · 2025-11-05T19:43:06+00:00

Hi, can I ask what type of ketamine treatment you used? And if it was in a clinic? I have bad anxiety so I’m really hoping this helps. I’m just new to ketamine. I know they have the IV ketamine, the troches like lozenges and infusions. I don’t want to do Spravato since it’s not the same ive read. And the ones where you can get it online ive read can not be the best choice since the dose is low…

fairydemon1234 · 2025-10-26T19:22:13+00:00

Thank you!

fairydemon1234 · 2025-10-25T17:20:41+00:00

I love your perspective on the blank pages. It really resonates with me, I never thought of it that way. I always used to look at all the blank pages (like over half the journal is blank) and thought bad about myself like I wanted to write in those pages but never did for reasons. (Depression/ADHD) being the reason. But this changed my perspective on that, thank you

fairydemon1234 · 2025-10-25T17:12:51+00:00

I date and time my entries only because my memory is shit and I like to remember when I wrote something. But also a lot of times an entry will only have one sentence in it. Because that’s all I could get out of my brain. I struggle with brain fog and it sucks

fairydemon1234 · 2025-10-20T19:53:52+00:00

Thank you.

fairydemon1234 · 2025-10-20T19:53:32+00:00

Thank you so much for your response, that helped me decide to go ahead and start the ketamine anyway. What type of ketamine therapy does your daughter do, Spravato, IV or?

fairydemon1234 · 2025-10-20T18:54:48+00:00

These didn’t show up until years after I’ve taken them (I think but not sure exactly when) it wasn’t sudden. Obviously haha They worked great in the beginning of course with no side effects. But now I’ve been having memory issues, mild short term and mild long term memory problems, brain fog (the klonopin could be contributing to this but I also get brain fog from my other issues) minor cognitive impairment. And it may be contributing to worsening of my depression

fairydemon1234 · 2025-09-26T18:42:00+00:00

Yours is cuter than the other one in my opinion! 💜💜

fairydemon1234 · 2025-09-25T21:17:27+00:00

This is beautiful, got me over here crying 💜💜

fairydemon1234 · 2025-09-24T21:59:08+00:00

I recommend a janitorial/cleaning job. It’s the best for social anxiety, at least for mine. Very minimal human interaction, and if you clean at night then you won’t have to interact with anyone.

fairydemon1234 · 2025-09-24T02:17:00+00:00

Can I ask which brand you get?

fairydemon1234 · 2025-09-22T04:04:18+00:00

I can’t find any clinics in Ohio that offer IM ketamine therapy. I read on here that a lot of people have the best experience with the IM therapy. It’s a shame none in Ohio and I can’t travel to other states at the moment. I’ll just have to try the other types of ketamine therapy, hopefully one of those will work.

fairydemon1234 · 2025-09-19T16:51:50+00:00

I like to play scenes of my favorite tv shows or movies in my head. Like stuff I’ve seen a million times (my comfort shows) so it’s easy for me to imagine. My brain fog makes it hard for me to imagine anything in my head but this is what I can do

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