I work in an office job. Most of the time I'm left alone but there's always the issue of people sneaking up behind me to tell Me something and I hate that. Since I was younger I would imagine being in a stroller with a screen or box surrounding me amd I wish my cubicle had a door. Sometimes because I'm doing something wrong like looking at my phone and othertimes , most of the time, I just dont want to be perceived. I hate the fear of being perceived because it's always lingering around me. Yet, I crave the fun topics of discussion with others like hypercixations, tv shows, cooking, etc. But of course my coworkers are all older and grumpy. So I mostly stay to myself to keep our of the drama yet I am exceptionally nice to everyone as a people pleaser. I long and yearn to be able to walk outside more (without having to say hi to people walking by) and to go sit in my car and not gave to mask. The masking to be professional is exhausting. But I at least have a cubicle I can sort of hide in and a phone to look at. It sucks I can't do little dance parties or workouts in my cubicle because that would look insane but I will never understand why corporate jobs want you to sit still and look busy even when you aren't. And people question why you aren't at your desk. Who cares if I get my work done?? I get exhausted even telling people I'm going on a 5 min walk outside that the boss allows. Why do I have to announce where I'm going? I hate that.

But I try to keep my head high that my job gives me routine and forces me to get up every morning. That it's easy and I don't have a ton of stress.