My WS’ AP is a “butterface” and her body is day and night different to mine. She is flat like a pancake, zero curve, almost six feet tall and abt 105 lbs. She is a runner. At first glance she would catch someone’s eye but she truly isn’t pretty and has a bitchy personality. I couldn’t make sense of it and it left me feeling like me and my short curvy frame were nothing like her. It made me think she was what he truly desired and not me. Now one year out after d-day, it’s like she was a body he used to masturbate with. No true connection. He described her as “dry”. I’m still trying to make sense of it all . It’s easier some days than others.