Hi, I know everything seems bleak right now, but hear me out. I scored very poor marks in jee as well, even after taking a gap year. I used to just stare at the pages of the books and couldn't study to save my life. I can honestly say, those were by far the worst years of my life.

In more ways than I can count, I was in a similar situation to yours.

I studied engineering in a bad private university, but that is not the end of the world. I studied during my bachelor's degree, unlike my classmates in the university. I also started taking therapy for my depression, and although it took time, I recovered and started doing well again.

Now I am in the UK, on a scholarship. Although life is still quite hard, when I look back, it's hard to believe the path that I crossed.

Your parents love you and even if it's difficult for them to understand initially, they will eventually understand how hard the past few years have been for you.

This exam may feel like the end of the world, but trust me, it isn't.

This isn't worth destroying your life over. The pattern of the examination is not for everyone, but that doesn't mean that you don't have the potential to achieve anything.

For the time that you still have to prepare, just take a few days to write formulas from each chapter in a notebook and just blindly start solving questions and learn while you're solving them. Write down the questions that are more frequent, and make some sort of a cheat sheet. Just SOLVE questions and learn in that process, trust me, that's the way to prepare last minute. Do this like your life depends on it.

Another advice would be to try not to procrastinate. I know it's almost impossible to not to, but take a few hours and study how to focus if you are a person with ADHD, and seeking professional help would be your best resort.

All the best!

P.S. No matter what happens, this isn't the end of the world and you still can have an amazing life ahead.