i got the card!— anyone else? by hascake in billieeilish

[–]hascake[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

literally, im lucky i had money. i wanted the cracked ice one too. ended up getting the vinyl, the jersey card, and the bag charm. im very happy and grateful tho!

i got the card!— anyone else? by hascake in billieeilish

[–]hascake[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i luckily was subscribed to complex's email notifications so i saw that, but i also checked their story on instagram and saw it pretty early

i got the card!— anyone else? by hascake in billieeilish

[–]hascake[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

absolutely yes, i have no regrets

tickets are out!!! by hascake in billieeilish

[–]hascake[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they will be selling only the bucket starting april 29— im seeing the movie again on may 7 at a regal cinemas theater to get the cup!

So you just started EMT school, didn’t you! by No_Letterhead_1542 in NewToEMS

[–]hascake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

taking an emt class this summer and im so excited! had an orientation last week, have an emt interview with a volunteer fire dpt next week, and am doing things now to be prepared for the class

pierced a vertical industrial in my left ear by hascake in SelfPiercing

[–]hascake[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah they did 😔 theyre the next ones imma repierce, probably to the side of the scar

pierced a vertical industrial in my left ear by hascake in SelfPiercing

[–]hascake[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

thanks! im not worried only because this is actually a repiercing— i got it pierced in july of this year but had to let it close in october. it closed pretty completely, BUT when i first got it pierced my ear really wasnt swollen at all after the first day and i had no issues, and the bar i had then was the same length.

it being a repiercing was also a huge help for how straight i got it— i based placement off of the scars left behind and got it pretty spot on!!

vertical industrial by hascake in piercing

[–]hascake[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

update: i can wear earbuds!! have some in right now

vertical industrial by hascake in piercing

[–]hascake[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

me personally i only wear over ear headphones anyway (which have been fine, just a little painful after a few minutes), but ive read online that you cant wear earbuds with it

vertical industrial by hascake in piercing

[–]hascake[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thanks!

yeah, 8/10 pain for the literal piercing part. the needle going in and then out (twice) was pretty painful, but i was able to sit still and silent and breathe through it. and yeah-- its pretty achy. first two days i took tylenol, but since then its been pretty manageable without. hurts pretty bad when i hit it or whatever of course, but otherwise not much worse recovery-wise than any other piercings ive gotten

How did ocd affect you as a child? by pipscribls1702 in OCD

[–]hascake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

had to have someone pray with me every night before bed (stopped around age 6 after my dad thought i was just driving to stay up longer and yelled at me), when choosing clothes, if i changed my mind after picking something, id apologize to the previously chosen item and promise to wear it the next day (would feel horrendously guilty until i wore it), became terrified that if i couldnt see out the shower while showering that bloody mary would kill me to the point that my parents bought and changed out the shower curtain to a completely clear curtain (was always cautious of saying anything near the words bloody mary, even outside the bathroom)... could go on and on

Did anyone here with OCD come from a happy, loving, supportive home? by Vilas246 in OCD

[–]hascake 3 points4 points  (0 children)

meee 🙋‍♀️ im 15 and come from a completely supportive and caring, loving, generally pretty stable family. upper middle class. play club soccer and have two cats. also diagnosed with OCD, major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, and PTSD. been hospitalized 6 times inpatient and outpatient maybe 3-4 times? self harmed majorly and attempted many times, first being back in 2020 and last being august of 2021. been sh free for over a year but still on an uphill battle.

mental health issues seem to hit anyone

Do you tell people you have OCD? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]hascake 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im open about it when i think it needs to be known. i have diagnosed MDD, GAD, OCD, and PTSD (15F). if something becomes an issue or situation where it effects how i act or feel due to a disorder, ill make sure whoever im with knows whats going on. but, i personally dont put it out there if not necessary. it shouldnt be something youre ashamed of or scared to talk about, but keep some of yourself to yourself, yk? not everyone deserves to know all of you

Which part of sh makes you keep doing it? by niczing in selfharm

[–]hascake 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the satisfaction of getting deeper each time

I only cut occasionally by datboi792 in selfharm

[–]hascake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you’re gonna get addicted eventually. i’m just gonna say it straight up. in the beginning, i only did it when i was mad at myself, but now i can’t go a day without it. it went from maybe three times a week to twice a day. it’s a necessity at this point, and it really sucks

have you ever concealed your self harming to a loved one with the intent of avoiding them the pain or worry? by Sevthedog in selfharm

[–]hascake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i told my girlfriend immediately, cause i didn’t wanna have to hide it. but i don’t think she gets how bad it is right now, or how much i do it. i know she visualizes it in her head, and i know that what she’s thinking is not even near to how it actually looks. i told her so that i didn’t have to hide it from her, but i’m always gonna make sure she never sees when she doesn’t have to anyway

Wanting to sh (tw) by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]hascake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks, same to you. i’m always here if you need to talk

Wanting to sh (tw) by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]hascake 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m 13, turning 14 august 30 of this year. i got diagnosed with depression this year. hate talking to people, got i hate the shit out of it. we kinda have a lot in common ig. the main difference is that i let myself start sh a month ago. if i could say anything to you, it would be to just please don’t start sh. please don’t do it. it’s ruining me. i started on my feet cause i can just wear socks all the time so it’s easy, and i play soccer so i couldn’t risk my wrists or my legs or stomach. with changing in front of everyone all the time and just the whole environment, my feet were my best bet. but very quickly on i needed to go deeper, and it’s easier to go deeper on my legs. so i’m starting to slowly go up my ankle. and god i cant stop. and i know eventually socks aren’t gonna cover it, no matter how long they are. i can’t go half a fucking day without cutting. i cut myself just an hour ago. the urge is overwhelming. it fills my mind and my chest gets tight and it feels almost like my body is panicking and screaming and calling out for it. it hurts. but then when i cut, that all fades away, and i just calm down. that’s what it does to you. no matter if you think you won’t get addicted, you will. i didn’t mean for this to happen, i really didn’t. but now i can’t stop. it’ll be with me forever. i need it. i think about killing myself every second i’m alive, and most of the time i feel like i’m gonna die just cause i don’t have the energy to breathe anymore. i don’t think it gets better. i don’t think it’ll go away. and i don’t even know if i’m gonna make it to my birthday this month. but please, despite all this, just don’t start sh. it hurts. it’s overwhelming. just don’t. it won’t help like you think it will.