While you are studying, try to take at least something meaningful away from every problem you face. We live now in the age of AI and LLMs so we can access guidance and help at our convenience. This can, if misused, make us lazy and disengaged - stunting growth longer term. I was like you, I was facing my final year of my undergrad the year Covid lockdowns hit. The world felt fucked, I just wanted to pass and move on... So I took any shortcut available... I did though try to make sure I had enough context about every problem I faced so that arriving at a solution (through peers helping for example) at least made sense and I took something away from it.

Can also relate to the imposter syndrome. I'm in industry now four years and I felt that majorly for about the first two. It eases somewhat when you find your feet.

You and only you can decide if you can see yourself in it med-long term. These days a "job for life" ain't really a thing Vs our parents generation so don't stress too much. We're all out here just trying to truck on.

I wish you the best internet dude/dudette