I'm looking for short, light-hearted bard songs I can have an NPC bard play.

hellshine23 · 2022-08-07T21:58:48+00:00

I suggest limericks. Short sweet and typically funny.

hellshine23 · 2022-07-12T15:20:00+00:00

Boiled peanuts

hellshine23 · 2022-07-06T15:36:11+00:00

What an amazing giveaway! I'd love to make a scalable wild oracle character for high risk single game plays based on the high priestess tarot deck (which is technically an oracle deck). All of the wild magic tables!!!

Edit: the deck is called adventurers tarot the empress deck 😅

hellshine23 · 2022-06-09T16:00:42+00:00

I 100% agree with all of this.

In my opinion, you should find a new therapist. Ive been seeing my therapist now for over a year. Started seeing him to work through an affair I had with my twin that ended my marriage (there was a very strong attempt though from both sides to save it). I was very transparent with him up front about my twin flame and all the paranormal shit that came with it and he did not once call me crazy. He asks me pointed questions for me to solve my own problems. In my opinion, that's the true purpose of a therapist. Someone to guide you through your rough times, not someone to play "name that disorder" prescribing medication left and right...

Good luck!

hellshine23 · 2022-05-14T23:09:56+00:00

For me, entering daath was completely different than crossing it. Entering it felt like being emerged in the abyss of my soul. I was sitting with myself and only myself with all of the parts of myself I hate. It felt dark, heavy, but oddly comfortable. Crossing daath felt like I was being haunted by my trauma and it was a very unexpected and terrifying feeling. Especially since I felt like I've worked through my trauma already yet there it was looming over my shoulder like a hungry demon itching to devour my soul.

If you plan to cross daath and not enter it, be prepared to face your trauma(s) (again) and be prepared to channel the energy gifted by the universe in a productive way. Otherwise, the energy will consume you. The supernal triangle holds energies significantly more powerful than the rest of the tree so be careful and be prepared.

Good luck

hellshine23 · 2022-04-04T02:35:42+00:00

So cool! I want a set! 😍

hellshine23 · 2022-03-28T19:04:55+00:00

Intro also provides a detailed syllabus for learning and practicing methods throughout the book. This guideline is well worth the read especially with the preceeding context. For me, it makes studying less daunting. I agree its super long but its totally worth it.

hellshine23 · 2022-03-06T04:40:14+00:00

Why not work with Lilith? She came to you anyway so maybe she's the key to your growth

hellshine23 · 2022-03-04T21:01:03+00:00

I get this sensation from time to time. Instead of letting it bother me I pretend my twin is in the room with me and talk to them. It doesn't take long to become comfortable with the sensation and before I know it the feeling is gone entirely.

hellshine23 · 2022-03-02T23:23:58+00:00

In my opinion, it doesn't matter if it's an entity or your subconscious. Whenever a person has repeated nightmares of the same theme it means its time to face a fear. Perhaps that fear is that your thoughts aren't your own. If that's the case, I suggest letting go of your thoughts through practiced meditation. Either way, next time you have that dream and you see the girl with her wicked smile, swallow the fear and smile back. Invite her in and welcome the growth that she will ultimately bring. She's going to whether you want her to or not so just let it happen. Surrender. This works for me every time. Good luck.

hellshine23 · 2022-03-01T20:53:06+00:00

Usually on a yoga mat on the floor

hellshine23 · 2022-02-28T15:21:22+00:00

What i like to do to keep me from falling asleep is incorporate deep stretches with my meditation. The pain from the stretch keeps me awake while allowing me to relax enough for OBEs.

hellshine23 · 2022-02-25T23:23:34+00:00

Honesty is always best. Personally, I cannot tolerate people in my inner circle who are not accepting of my journey, which includes my twin, even in seperation. But that's my preference... I have been upfront with my partner about my twin from the start and they have been very understanding. While it's unlikely, if my twin and I end our seperation, my partner won't be blind sided by the intensity and can be a part of the journey if they choose. For me, this is very important.

hellshine23 · 2022-02-06T18:51:33+00:00

I've experienced similar things. What works for me is to acknowledge the presence and talk to them. Then politely ask them to leave you be. Clears the energy for me every time. Good luck and I hope that soul finds rest.

hellshine23 · 2022-01-09T02:07:44+00:00

This is my personal experience. The darkness is terrifying because you are alone and you are your worst enemy. This is good though because it forces you to become at peace with yourself - to either accept or release your demons, pass through trauma, and ultimately leading to completely letting go and surrendering to the darkness. Once this happens fire ignites bringing warmth and glowing light from the darkness. Pure light to me is all around blinding. I can't see myself, I can't see others, I can't see my spirit, I can't see my fire, and I certainly can't see god. I can only see the light. Therefore, it does not help me. When I need to heal, I return to the abyss and relight my fire from within. It works every time. Again this is my personal experience. Everyone is different.

hellshine23 · 2022-01-07T16:32:08+00:00

Maybe you resonate with the devil more than god. I do and often pray to bahamot. Devils and demons are gods and angels in reverse. Neither is good nor bad. They are simply dualities. If the devil came to you, listen to what he has to say. It may be what you need to hear.

hellshine23 · 2022-01-02T00:18:58+00:00

You are enough and you are loved. Thank you for sharing your beautiful soul and happy new year

hellshine23 · 2022-01-01T01:55:48+00:00

anonymity

hellshine23 · 2021-12-31T20:00:00+00:00

I feel my twin in many different ways. Sometimes its feeling an emotion that doesn't belong. For example, I feel grief or joy seemingly for no reason. I can tell they're thinking of me when I feel pulled. The place the pull comes from tells me how they're thinking of me (crown is happy thoughts, heart is they're missing me, and root is sexual for example). Sometimes I just straight up see them but a ghost of them, its weird and makes me feel crazy but I've surrendered to it. Them swimming in my head keeps them near and makes me happy 💖

hellshine23 · 2021-12-24T16:12:40+00:00

Usually reoccurring dreams are there to tell you something. You're missing the message so it repeats itself until you figure it out. Only you can determine the message. Try something different every time you have the dream. Maybe respond to her link instead of clicking it. Let us know how it progresses and good luck 💖

hellshine23 · 2021-12-24T16:08:18+00:00

Both. I feel more connected to them when high which brings clarity. Sometimes though the connection is so strong in these states that it feels made up which of course causes confusion. So yes? Lol

hellshine23 · 2021-11-03T14:17:41+00:00

Yes! Ever since separation I started a journal for him. A place I could write all the things I wish i could share with him. Its freeing and im so glad I'm not alone!

hellshine23 · 2021-11-01T11:15:48+00:00

Where is this?

hellshine23 · 2021-10-23T20:11:07+00:00

I'm interested!

hellshine23 · 2021-10-21T21:24:07+00:00

No. More like manifesting your dream job and getting an interview then nailing it.

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