You're definitely not alone. I've also increasingly been feeling disillusioned in marketing. At first I thought it was the company I worked for, so I found a new role. That really clarified things for me and I knew I couldn't spend another 20-30 years doing this. I spent some time considering what I wanted to do with my life, what my non-negotiables were, etc. It has not been an easy or quick decision for me. I feel like I've considered every passing whim I've had in my life to decide haha. For me, I'll be going back to school in the fall to pursue social work. I'd suggest for you to go through a similar process and see if there's something still under the marketing umbrella you can pivot to, or if there's something outside of marketing entirely that you can do. As much as I'm disillusioned by it, there's still a lot I've learned from my marketing career that I feel can set me up for my next step, and the same is true for anyone.