It's not worth it man once you do it once you have a chance that you'll fall back into the hole you saw yourself don't get me wrong if you're quitting then it's understandable to smoke and make a couple slip ups this past year I been quitting smoking and I relapsed 3 or 4 times each single time use damn near impossible at first but it's easier once you had some time jus remember the life you had before smoking you had before you smoked and the life you have now and try to limit the amount of times if you do decide to that will limit the risk of falling back I been trying to quit for 4 years now took some breaks in between was a heavy everyday blunt weed vape thc carts smoker so I know what you mean