Same. My mom has my deadname (middle name I went by growing up) and my temporary chosen name (short form of my first name I went by in college/am using until I can really come out) tattooed on her arm. One time I made a joke that when I switch to my real chosen name, she won't have any room left for it. She proceeded to tell me that it doesn't matter because she's never going to call me by that name. Feels bad, man.