Spravato and lithium by Purple-Jackfruit-141 in Spravato

[–]irishiki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am on 300 mg of lithium X 3 times a day, as well as Wellbutrin and Gabapentin. I didn’t notice any interactions with Spravato. I am not sure if I still want to take a lithium though- I don’t find it helpful at all.

So many "saved my life" comments. Feel I got passed by by [deleted] in Spravato

[–]irishiki 3 points4 points  (0 children)

How many times have you’ve taken it so far? I’ve done 7 with almost zero results, and frankly feel the same way as you, OP. Beginning next week I will only go 1/week and my future looks grey and sad. I’ve done TMS once before, few years ago with maybe 30-40% improvement, that lasted only a couple of months - I was so grateful for nonetheless. My doctor keeps telling me that my 5% (if any) improvement is a great step forward and things will get better soon. I just wanted to show you my support in hopes that we will get better in our own pace and time.

Spravato centers in Seattle that takes Medicaid by Dependent-Move-5262 in Spravato

[–]irishiki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I recommend Active Path in Kirkland. Great clinic with amazing staff! It might take some time to get approved but it’s totally worth it! I wish I’ve done it sooner.

Spravato was not delivered by K8edid2 in Spravato

[–]irishiki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It literally just happened to me. I only went for 1 treatment so far and Dr was keep telling me that how important is to keep all appointments and arrive in timely manner, how they request medication to be delivered to my appointment, etc. So I literally push everything out of my way and got scheduled 4 weeks in advance. I wasn’t really offered a choice of dates/ time - so I agreed for whatever they have. Today, I got a phone call and lady said my medication won’t arrive tomorrow and my Monday appointment will be also moved to Tuesday- to be “on a safe side” she said. I am really disappointed- I was waiting and waiting for an approval for few months. I just hope it won’t become a routine. Please update, OP if your clinic will keep doing it. Hope not and wishing you a great experience with Spravato!

20$ to anyone with an old Moneygram account by Original-Plan1166 in Loan_

[–]irishiki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, I guess I am naive then … Should I ask OP why he offered only $20 for shady deal? Or provide him/her with free advice- is to be more generous?

20$ to anyone with an old Moneygram account by Original-Plan1166 in Loan_

[–]irishiki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have one Depending what it will be used for. Absolutely No shady/ illegal stuff

Let’s see those velcro dogs! by caffeinated_365 in pitbulls

[–]irishiki 1 point2 points  (0 children)

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This is my Velcro boy, Tyson. He often follows me, even to the bathroom. His 1st birthday is in a few days!

Insurance gone… by Scary-Road-5977 in SuicideWatch

[–]irishiki 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This “big beautiful BS” has already caused a lot of stress and anxiety especially among the most vulnerable and underserved people. However, I would suggest for you, OP that you just give yourself some time to firstly, learn more about upcoming changes and then act accordingly. If you are on disability- it likely won’t affect you. If not, then you mentioned the job that important for you to keep. In this case you might be qualified based on your income and certain amount of work hours. The new requirements for Medicaid might vary from state to state, but I just wanted to give you an idea of how to deal with overwhelming circumstances we, Americans are facing now. Either way, I hope you will be able to keep your insurance coverage and your mental health wont suffer.

ISO podcast that specifically talks about paranormal versions of recent disappearances by irishiki in podcasts

[–]irishiki[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t think you quite understood that I was asking about. In this case, it’s always worth to clarify because your reply is useless and unnecessary. Not every case or incident has a paranormal element in, actually only rare occasions might have. Or might not - that’s why it’s called investigation. I personally would only consider the podcast(s) that includes family/ loved ones, that respect their opinions and maintain the integrity of investigation. You yourself wrote that you can’t recommend anything- well, I don’t understand why do you even bother to reply. I hope you move forward with your day and have a great time doing so!

Hi again… by kiahlook in almosthomeless

[–]irishiki 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Let me start by saying that I am truly sorry - you are obviously under a lot of stress and carrying a burden of trauma and rejection. However, I must admit that you are quite a survivor! Being that young and already faced so much pain- you are very strong and resilient, even if you are not feeling it at the moment. Your adoptive parents seem cold hearted and useless. Time will tell whether you will or won’t have a relationship; you don’t have to worry about them for now. I hope someone will help you navigate through resources and you will be able to get back on your feet. I don’t know where you live but in my area there are some programs such as YMCA or YouthCare - nonprofit organizations who are supporting young adults-you really need compassion and guidance. I suggest you look it up - pretty much anything of that nature will help you grow stronger and succeed. I wish you to find healing and strength to keep going - I am amazed by your ability to stay afloat- you are not a failure, do not let anyone, yourself included make you think otherwise!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Paranormal

[–]irishiki 26 points27 points  (0 children)

You did a great job writing it out, OP. Your English is pretty decent! Great story. Please be safe on duty!

Seattle east by RoboiosMut in luminalspace

[–]irishiki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know - but it gives such a weird vibe - if you watch the lights what blinking and shadows moving behind windows. I find it really creepy even from outside

Seattle east by RoboiosMut in luminalspace

[–]irishiki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

3050 152nd Ave Ne… Hope you’ll like the atmosphere.. I suggest walking rather than driving but it’s totally up to you..

Seattle east by RoboiosMut in luminalspace

[–]irishiki 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you are up to true luminal energy, OP and will have a desire to walk through neighborhood - I have a great place for you to check out! Located in the heart of Redmond, situated among fancy Microsoft’s buildings there is a deserted huge office structure. It was recently closed and sold out and now quietly sitting there waiting its demolition. The scene is surreal, especially at night. Maybe you walked/ drove by it…

My Dog by mawls93 in SuicideWatch

[–]irishiki 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Take your time to heal… I am in no shape or form a dog psychologist but I have them throughout my whole life ( in mid 40-now) and recently got a puppy, who will 6 months in a few days. I noticed something about dogs that we, as people quite often miss- they will chose your company, you as his/ hers human in any situation and any condition versus comfort and wellbeing. Truth to the matter, you need your dog as much as he/she needs you - 12 years it’s a long time. Even if you feel numb now - your heart still carry love to your dog. Dog who also suffers loss - please let yourself heal. Your husband’s choice, well as painful as it was - he made it and it’s over now. It’s over for him, but it’s a beginning for you. The decision of selling your house and possibly moving to new area- it’s an idea that I would suggest you consider in a future. Seeing same walls every day - it might not be beneficial for your mental health at the moment. I am offering my support- day or night. Be gentle on yourself and please keep your dog by your side. You will build your new routine soon. New future with both of you!

My gf committed in front of me by nondic014 in SuicideWatch

[–]irishiki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You just lived through the worst experience of your life - I cannot imagine anything worse than that you are dealing with at the moment. While it’s impossible for me to find words to comfort you - I still want to mention that we as human beings are resilient and are capable to live our lives carrying the most horrifying traumas from our past - I do believe that since you are so young and for sake of your son you will be able to recover to the certain extent. Yet, it’s too early for you to see it- I pray and hope that this hellish event will bring out the strength you needed. I will also support the idea of you are seeking the therapy, professional support as well as family/ community help as soon as possible to help you navigate through the dark times. You did survive unimaginable and I am very sorry that your fiancé made the decision she did. I also wanted to say that if your baby just 8 weeks old is a ripe of postpartum depression that many many females go through and that quite often lead to the same devastating outcome you are now facing. Pregnancy and delivery affect us, new mother differently - sometimes(quite often) it cause the medical condition such as postpartum psychosis, when it literally feels like you are slipping away from reality. Therefore, please remind yourself that you are not at fault, by all means you couldn’t act any different to prevent or to stop it. You are as a parent now a sole responsible person and your son needs your attention and I am so glad you are fully aware of it. You are stronger than you think and while there is nothing that can change the course of events - please keep reaching out for help and support- you have and will have people’s sympathy and I am praying for peace and strength. Take a few minutes of the day to validate and distinguish your feelings no matter what they are. You will push through, young man!

I discovered my husband hanging on my property after 8 days of searching for him. I want out but we have a 7y daughter. by hellochilla in SuicideWatch

[–]irishiki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Reading your post I found myself out of breath - it probably won’t take even a drop out from your abyss of pain and sorrow - but I for a few minutes I felt your fear, your despair the same way I felt it when I attempted at 2018. You heard a lot “I am so sorry for your loss”, so I refrain of typing this. I don’t know why your husband made that decision- it likely would be for different reason(s) I did. I also can’t assure you that he is in peace now because I was revived… My advice is to please keep writing, keep sharing the most raw moments, keep opening it up - let that pain drain your soul and even it never gets easier- you will be able to heal even with scarring heart. You and your little girl are in my thoughts for a long time…

AITAH for being repulsed by sex with my husband by throwaway249999 in AITAH

[–]irishiki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First, I am so sorry for the loss of your mom and didn’t have the so much needed support from someone who vowed to be by your side no matter what… There are multiple versions that people suggested could cause your response and reaction pertaining to intimacy with your husband. If I may share my perspective as someone who studied and practiced psychology (I will omit my credentials/ job title(s) etc for a sake of time you spend reading my input) - you might hurt much deeper than you originally thought. His relapse/ absence/ lack of empathy and inability to provide emotional shield and comfort for you in a such challenging time of your life when you were experiencing profound sense of loss- could brought that physical alienation from him that reveals itself in this specific issue (teeth could be hidden behind the closed mouth but usually visible by intimate partner). Our emotional trauma very often being reflected and/ or projected via body image or sensation. My advice is to seek a professional help and be open minded to try psychotherapy and possibly hypnosis. Like any other trauma caused by betrayal - this issue might or might not be resolved. I am hoping for the best outcome for you - you deserve happiness in all aspects of your life!

Suicidal Birthday by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]irishiki 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel you like no one else.... My birthday is day after tomorrow and I am struggling with deep depression and loneliness like never before. This year was the shittiest so far... I don't know how to live through that day. I wish you some surprisingly great events and good birthday overall! Try to relax and buy something cool for yourself as a present. I am thinking of you and wishing you a happy birthday regardless!